i get so happy
a true smile starts to form
then you image comes ashore
i fall further than before
and realize i have no one to adore
so a get my head straight
while i'm trying not to suffocate
i paint back my smile
trying to relate
but no matter how much i paint
i still can see fake
i tell myself i can do this

hold me
tell me you will never leave me
look me in the eyeball tell me its not my fault
it was me vs infinity
why weren't you there to defend me
i was always beside you
we there Bonnie and Clyde
ride or die
but inside you were noting but Hyde
gave me your poison
your own cyanide
i gave you my life
you just gave me lies
told me i ruined yours
but you did the same to me
thought i was the only one sleeping in your bed
i gave you a beautiful world
while i hide my darkness
but i guess you were doing just fine

you fought you battles
we are fighting ours
your wounds have healed
ours have just started cutting
your dust has cleared
ours are getting thicker
stop thinking your war was worse
when ours hasn't begun

she loved you
she was always there for you
she would listen to you cry over girls that didn't mean anything
she loved you

she adored you
she would freeze her self if you were cold
she would light her self on fire if she saw you shiver
she adored you

she needed you
she would cry all night
she would smile the next morning like nothing happened
she needed you

but you didn't love her
but you didn't adore her
all you did was use her
soon she will leave you

they say stick to the future
don't look back at the past

but truly when was the last time
the past hasn't come and haunted your future