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 Dec 2014 MysteryBear
Effy Sky
i think the sound of thunder and the sound of a heartbeat are the same
i think the roar of water after you jump in is it screaming to pull you under
i think rain on a tin roof is everyones rough nights in short, drowning, sharp sounds
i think lightening looks a lot like bloodshot shot eyes and sounds like glass hitting the wall
i think people are storms and in a way that it does not matter how different or worse they are from one another because "normal" people would rather see the sun anyways
but i will always like the sound of thunder
 Dec 2014 MysteryBear
Effy Sky
IT ******* HURTS. IT ALWAYS ******* HURTS. I AM IN THIS ROOM DRY HEAVING BECAUSE IT ******* HURTS. I TOLD YOU I LOVED YOU THEN I ******* LEFT. I AM ALWAYS LEAVING THE PEOPLE I SHOULDN'T. IT ******* HURTS AND I CAN'T BREATHE BECAUSE I CAN HAVE YOU BUT I DON'T ******* WANT YOU. I DON'T WANT YOU TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE BIG ******* DISASTER THAT I AM. I WANT MORE FOR YOU THAN I WANT FOR MYSELF. IS THAT LOVE? I ******* LOVE YOU MORE THAN I WILL EVER LOVE MYSELF AND IT ******* HURTS. I AM FULL OF FEELINGS THAT I CAN'T ******* GET OUT. I KEEP ON REPLAYING OUR LAST WORDS TO ONE ANOTHER LIKE A ******* LOVE SONG IN MY HEAD. WE WERE NOT A ******* LOVE SONG AND WE WERE NOT ART AND WE WERE NOT BEAUTIFUL. WHAT WERE WE? WE WERE A ******* CATASTROPHE. WE WERE TRAGEDY. IT ******* HURT WHEN WE COLLIDED. I COLLAPSE IN AGONY BECAUSE THE THOUGHT OF YOU ******* HURTS. I FEEL MY BODY CRUMBLING FROM THE GRIEF LIKE A SOGGY CARD BOARD BOX LEFT IN THE RAIN. IT ******* HURTS SEEING YOUR SMILE SHATTER ON EVERY FLOOR, WALL, DOOR, WINDOW, AND MIRROR IN MY MIND. I AM RIPING MY SKIN TO SHREDS AND WRECKING THIS ROOM BUT THE THING THAT ******* HURTS IS YOU.

IT ******* HURT BEFORE WE CRASHED INTO EACH OTHER.
IT ******* HURT WHEN WE FELL IN LOVE.
AND IT ******* HURTS NOW THAT YOU'RE GONE.

It hurts.
It will always ******* hurt.
this will probably hurt like hell to read.
PLEASE READ OUT ALL THE LONG POEMS GUYS!!! THEY'RE THOUGHTFUL!! PEOPLE PUT TIME AND SOUL INTO THEM!!
 Dec 2014 MysteryBear
Effy Sky
some people make you see the world in a completely different way, even if it seems more horrible it is still beautiful.

some days happiness will flood your life, others depression will dominate it. do not let your emotions rule the way you live and think.

some things are not meant to be known for the simple reason that it would **** your mind.

some places have rich histories and so does the ground you walk on. use this knowledge and stay amongst it.

some reasons make you wonder why beauty is called beauty. those reasons should not keep you up at night.

some promises will be broken, by you and the people you love. i hope you and they realize promises were not meant to be broken.

some where trees are being killed so plant more and let your soul grow faster than they ever could.

some skis have dark and light colors, others have colors that remind you of a certain persons eyes. let the feeling they give you manifest into a lesson and try to learn.

the most important thing i want you to remember:
sometimes you will hate yourself to the point that you want to die. straight and fast will get you to no where. look at the people, look slightly into emotions, look in your mind, look at the ground, look in a mirror, look into promises, look at your soul, and look up at the sky.
you will be surprised at what you find.
rushed
 Dec 2014 MysteryBear
rose14195
My hearts on display
I write out what im feeling
tell you what im thinking
but its to long for you to read
you wont scroll down over 2 times
and you think thats right
I want to tell the world
but the world is to lazy to read
the cure for cancer could be in the last two lines
but you would never see
not unless it starts trending
despite what you think
im not angry
Im disapointed
this is a community
are we really to lazy to care?
dont just heart the poem
read whats there
I think its only fair
that i get the guts to tell you my story
that you would take the time to read
and maybe spend 2 seconds to tell me what you think
but thats ok
maybe im just crazy
you probably didnt get to read this line anyway
Yep.
Maybe it's a good thing I have a broken heart.
I tend to attract broken people
and stray animals.
That crowd doesn't demand very much;
they just want to be loved.
And giving them a piece of me
is all I'm capable of.
Maybe I'd be happier if my heart was whole.
But I tend to attract broken people
and stray animals.
That crowd requires a lot of love
and needs me to be there.
And if my heart wasn't in pieces,
it'd be much harder to share.
A kitten followed me home today and inspired me to write this.

17.12.14.
© J.E. DuPont 2014
There is no understandin' for Crazy Makin'
                It just is, what it is, what it is...
There is no formula to fix things so broke
                It just is, what it is, what it is...

There are no words to express,
when the shootin' starts and your the target.
All you can do is take cover and hope your
ear drums don't pop.
When you become the focus of all
disappointment and anger...
No way to rest in that.
No way to heal there. 
No way to breath comfortably any more...

Where do we find the strength to escape.
Put our blown up parts back together again.
What if we are too ****** and damaged
to connect the pieces.
How do you mend a heart ripped to shreads
I ask this....

What then,
What then... Cuz,
               It just is what it is what it is....


Copyright © 2014 Christi Michaels.
All Rights Reserved.
Crazy Makin'
 Dec 2014 MysteryBear
Mimi Mfarej
You say the problem's in your heart, but the problem is who you are.
Love is just an empty word you say.
It never has a meaning, it is a worthless word.
But seems to always put a smile on your lover, little does he know you've said it thousands of times before.
For I pray, that one day he will come to his senses. To not waste his time on this love.
So don't fall in love, there's just too much to lose.
Lines 1,2,8 come from Mayday Parade songs.
Eva came first, a tiny cloth bag
A tiny brown noose on the table will drag
A little red heart sown over her chest
We are one, together depressed.

After comes Lucas, a lover of Eva
He adds to the mix a slightly different flavor
He takes the scars with which I'm obsessed
We are one, together depressed.

Now there's Sally, a full-bodied doll
She can fit in the palm of my hand, she's so small
You can try to figure out who they are, be my guest
We are one, together depressed.

When most people see them, they call me a creep
You must be a voodoo artist, they all say like sheep
Not such a shocker that no one has ever addressed
That we are one, together depressed.

Think what you say, because sometimes it's needed
To keep me from death they have so far succeeded
Not often have I really expressed
That we are one, together depressed.
I make rag dolls sometimes. One is Eva, another is Lucas. The last is Sally, inspired slightly by Sally from Nightmare Before Christmas. I have had several people call me a voodoo artist....
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