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 Dec 2014 MysteryBear
rose14195
I try
I try to sleep at night
without remembering what he felt like
I try
I try to make you happy
even though im drowning
I try
I try to do what you did for me
reassure you I'm not lying
but I'm not sure I'm telling the truth
I try
I try to believe
but time after time my faith fails me
silent prayers
unanswered
innocence shattered
I keep getting madder
but i try
to make it right
I try to forget my past
I try
to help you to
But I dont know what i am suppose to do
 Dec 2014 MysteryBear
rose14195
Strong independent
This we all want to be
To bad this world leaves us
Depressed insecure and lonely
Is there any one truly happy
Is there such a thing
How can i hope for a life without misery
When pain is in every note the bird sings
In every breath a child takes
In between the empty i love yous
The meaningless i do's
Why do we even pretend we are happy
We all know it's not true
We are all slowly dieing
And none of us know what to do
Is there anyone who is truly happy?
Is it even a real thing?
 Dec 2014 MysteryBear
rose14195
You should go to therapy*

Well you should open your eyes
Don't pretend im the only one dead inside
I just show it
More than i can say of you
You hid it all behind all you jokes
A meaniless thing to do
So who.needs freaking therapy
Definitely not me
I know how i am
And i have people who care for me
Unlike you who actually needs therapy
This isn't to a specific person, its just for people who tell me too get therapy. Im ok, honest, i don't need it please everyone stop suggesting it.
I wait all alone
Here by the phone
Waiting for your ring
My hearts ready to sing
I guess it's time for me to move on, the ring never comes
I thought this time you were the one
Wrong again
When will I get it right
When will I be able to sleep through the night
"Ring, ring"
You have one missed call...
 Dec 2014 MysteryBear
Taylor
My parents tell me to stop bringing misfits home.

Stray cats, lost dogs, lonely people.

Anything sad in the neighborhood, sad in my sight, I bring home with me.

The poor teenagers up the hill, the stoners dazed by the lake, the girls with broken souls and the boys with broken minds. Survivors of all kinds of abuse find refuge with me.

I carried an orange cat home one day, I found him walking around a construction site. He was fed and given something to drink, and we found his owner.

A puppy only a few weeks old, eyes still closed, deathly ill. We bottle fed it and took it to the vet, but it was too late. She said she had a damaged spine and wouldn't make it. I stroked her head as she stopped breathing.

I brought a schizophrenic boy home and helped him through an attack in our living room, while my parents sat horrified in the kitchen.

No less than three girls have cried on my shoulder in the safety of my bedroom, traumatized by rapes they didn't know how to talk about.

These strays, these wounded souls....These are my people. I love them all.

So when they say "stop bringing such damaged things home" it breaks my heart.

And I do it anyways.
 Dec 2014 MysteryBear
September
with fingers of sin i had touched your core, unzipped your jeans like locked church doors and swore i would marry you one day.
they say i shouldn't love you anymore, that poems are only for those you adore—but when you left i was naked on the floor, sold my soul to the convenience store, and
to forget a ****** i kissed a *****
kissed my lips and cried no more
december 2nd.
 Dec 2014 MysteryBear
Toni
haiku
 Dec 2014 MysteryBear
Toni
I once knew a kid who tried to fly
He grew some wings and went to go try
I saw him take flight
which was quite the sight
splat! went the kid who wanted to fly
 Dec 2014 MysteryBear
rose14195
I want to see her
when I do it brings light to my eyes
she is the light of my life
she gets me up in the morning and sends me on my way
she makes sure I wear a jacket when it cold outside
and when i fell bad she asks if im ok
I never understood why she would do this to me
I dont know why I fell this way
Why I just cant except that she loves me
maybe because no one has ever loved me before
and its all lies my daddy would say
until the police took him away
he would hurt me and my mom everyday
I dont understand why
Why did my mom have to die
why did he think it was his right to take her life
and leave me without a home
no place to call my own
no family
I was alone and I have been alone
I don't want their help I can do it all my self
but then I remeber
this one cares
I am always there she says
and she loves me
I dont know why
everyone else in my life wanted me to die
or at least that is how it seems
no one has ever wanted me
like she
and now I am here
in my room writing thourgh my tears hoping someone would hear
or read what i Have to say
that Life gets better along the way
The question is when it happens
Will you be able to accept that you are ok?
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