I had coffee and a cigarette for breakfast
So yeah I'm doing fine
I've become good at taking weight off of other peoples shoulders
and
Searching for happiness in everything

Capsized boat
Drowning in fear
All alone
Since you left us here
Were left just drowning
In our puddle of tears

Words that cannot be expressed are better to get off your chest and maybe someone will be impressed by the inner workings of your heart laid to rest by trying your best of the simple words that are hard to express...

Slowly figuring out
That if you don’t react
You’ll get a bigger reaction

I envy the sea for it's voluptuous waves
and curvaceous ways

I envy the trees for their strong willed stand
and armour clad hands

I envy the land for for it's flattened fertile soil
and growth of which is nought from toil

I envy the world for being perfect as it was
especially before humanity laid to rest in it.