Sadly Kida

Sadly Kida Mar 2018

I cant help but think
I'll ever be
good enough
My hands shake
and my heart races
faster than any
parading drummer

Seeing you strikes
fear in me
That feeling of knives
digging further into
my lungs

That need for showers
so hot my skin
tingles for pain

That terrifying feeling
I cant seem to shake
No grunge filled song could
hold me tighter than
tonight

Mister aslyum kissing my
ears lightly with
his words

Maybe I'll sleep tonight
if i let Johnny's music
flow over me like
honey

Highly suspect - Mister asylum album
Johnny - singer

Sadly Kida Mar 2018

Stepping out

Somtimes i feel like
I need to step
away
from the world

It can be for
half an hour
or a week

I have urges to
pop a silly one

Make my knees weak
and my head float
like a balloon of
helium

But thats no way
to live

So i rest my
eyes
Letting the sun shower
me endlessly
And my sadness
leaking from my
pores

That daily restless
sleep
and salty
dreams fill me

When i say "pop a silly one" i mean edibles that contain ****. I'd never promote popping pills

Mar 2018

disappointment

wokeuplikethis*

I woke up like this.
Face caked in sadness,
eyes swollen of pity and anger.

I woke up like this.
Heart slowly starting up,
veins warming up.

I woke up like this.
Arms bent out of shape,
legs spread out for -

I woke up like this.
Head spinning,
body sinning.

Did I sin?
Or did you?

For a friend

#poet #poem #**** #metoo

Mar 2018

Tiana Marie

She was like Music

She was like music,
and I longed to dance.

Her heart was the beat,
and I begged for the chance.

Her words were the vocals,
and I was put in a trance.

Her smile was the melody,
and I fell in love at first glance.

#love #dance #music #chance #trance #crush #girl #boy #loveatfirstsight #sad

Sadly Kida Mar 2018

In love with words

She said
let me taste you
like you do
to poetry
To consume
every word with
the flick of your tongue

Letting it roll
between your lips
swallowing it piece
by piece
to savor the
flavor

Let me make love
to your mind
A slow and sweet
rythum
that leaves me
humming
like your heart beat

To be in your mind
is far more exilerating
than to be in between
your legs

Mar 2018

Kate

Smoke

I don't smoke to get high,
It's so much more than that
I smoke to suddenly feel
all 650 muscles
simultaneously
relax.

#smoke #relax #anxiety #high