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Rob Metz Jul 2019
Staring out at the starlit sky, with these dark wings I harbor,
Waiting for the perfect sign, all though blinded by the dark.
The tears that streamed through these rivers of lonely,
Waiting, slowly waiting, for signs of redemption to spark.

I feel the distance under these dim lights of the moon,
Looking for answers but always seemingly to come amiss.
Maybe in the darkness is where the answers do lay,
Waiting, slowly waiting, for the taste of life’s vicious kiss.

How I wish to see the sun again, the rays of warmth I seek,
To fill this cold heart, so it can learn to beat once more.
The struggles seem endless, but the winds of change carry on,
Waiting, slowly waiting, for these troubles to pass that I endure.

There isn’t an escape from this lifetime of misery and pain,
Only at the end of days is where all of our answers lay.
This timeless sorrow, the unquenching thirst for relief,
Waiting, slowly waiting, for these cloudy days to go astray.

As I long in waiting, all these feelings come to summarize,
The meaning of tragedy that pours from tightened eyes.
Through this suffering, I’ve felt the bottom in search of height,
As the waiting ends, carry these wounds to the end of the night..
I dedicate this to my Father who recently passed. I wish we had more time...
Rob Metz Jun 2019
As the days grow long and the nights turn cold,
There is no promise of tomorrow told.
Through the ages and the stories that we would tell,
Our times of greatness and the times we fell.

Lessons of the old shall spring forth the new,
As the tides of change come to rest.
The monsters we were but saviours we claim,
Building our thrones as the innocent wept.

The sheep scatter as the wolves run freely,
Rounding about their claim for feast.
They eat in delight although never satisfied,
Hunting the rest, the nature of beasts.

Deep in the valleys our minds do wander,
We come to know ourselves in the low.
As we make our climb up mountains of splendor,
We forget who we are and the low that we know.

Take heed in the present day, and every minute played,
Soak in precious moments like cold rain on summer day.
Let dreams be guides like shining stars ever in sight,
Let them be ever changing, giving away new light.

But, we all must witness our light fall into darkness,
The perils that shape, break, build, and weaken.
For what is good to us can so quickly be taken,
Or bring us where we need like oncoming season.

At the end of our journey on the edge of the earth,
Time will stand still and not a minute to be sold.
Embarking in past memory, to bring final meaning,
As we see there is no promise of tomorrow told.
Rob Metz Jun 2019
Within these walls, the mind lingers,
To places we wish to depart.
As the clock ticks forward and never back,
The change from ending to start.

As seasons change and our troubles pass,
New variables come into question.
The joy that has left as anger resides,
And fear builds onto wordless suggestion.

Bound, but not broken, continuing to persist,
Fairness unfounded within these walls.
As favorites are made and the quiet ones played,
Rebellion echoing through the halls.
I wrote this while in jail. It was my first time ever being in such a place, and the isolation I felt being on lockdown and no contact visitation took a toll on my soul. I looked out my tiny window at the deer that were free and grazing with not a worry. For I was the captive, stripped from my family.. I wrote this during a riot after the inmates had enough of our 11 day lockdown which was supposed to be for 72 hours. I was let free twice the entire time for only a half hour each to make a phone call and shower.
Rob Metz May 2019
I’m feeling like our love is just a chalk laid outline,
What once was vibrant now just a memory.
I see our differences, too often I can tell,
Is this our love? Or emotional slavery.

I’ve been too busy climbing mountains in my life,
I thought I was on top but realized you’re the sky.
I spend all this time apologizing and I don’t know why…
Where has it gotten me, just to show I’ll never fly.

I want to fall for you into an endless escape,
But it seems I’ve been pushed down an endless staircase.
Feeling damaged and broken with words you’ve spoken,
Why do I feel like you can’t ever be replaced?

I’ve seen darkness and tragedy has seen me,
It’s shown me these broken pieces of everything.
But in the end that’s ok, I will soak pain in today,
Wear it as armor, to cover the wounds of yesterday.
Rob Metz May 2019
Awakened by the crashing sounds of the storm, the old man lay afraid,
Not by the storm itself, but by the fear of what lies in the dark unrestrained.
He’s spent his days collecting items of intrigue and boastful of all combined,
But now as the lights have vanished, his wants and desires soon redefined.

He stumbles. The house shakes with each blow of light from the Gods,
The very thing he needs also sees to tease in flashes. What are the odds?
Prized possessions become meaningless as he rages through the home,
Searching for a light, a glimmer of hope to conquer this storm alone.

The sounds of shattering glass and the bangs of trinkets and literature,
He falls, crawls, and bawls through the damage, as light dances a broken picture.
The old man wishes he would have never left the safety of his warm cozy bed,
But fear pushed him forward, now, keeps him lost and stalemate inside his head.

He lies waiting for the storm to pass as the darkness consumes his will,
He ponders the thought of the fear that’s sought, his curiosity gaining its fill.
His possessions were an obsession of filling a void whose depth was in question,
Gone in an instance of subjection, his actions forward will serve the lesson.

He moves. Pushing against fear was a force he never once recognized,
Self-preservation became the illumination of what was missing in his life.
No more boasting, and not a mutter more of what fake flattery has in store,
For the storm that took everything will leave behind a man reborn.
Don’t rely on items to fill the void in your life or what others think your life should consist of.
Rob Metz Mar 2019
If minutes were like loose change, how many are you willing to waste?
What investments do you make with this new currency on your plate?
Money is a motivator, why else would we take time to spend it chasing,
Wanting more and more as moments pass in the background, wasting…

Dig deep into pockets and count out every moment that’s went,
Would you settle for what you’ve got or debate how it could’ve been spent?
Nothing is more troubling than realizing how much time is spent within the mundane,
The could haves and would haves of daydreams within routine, day by day.

Some gamble their earnings on foolishness and follies to feel they belong,
Some hoard every cent and dollar to build egos for walls that stand strong.
Some go in debt with misfortunes and unfortunate decisions paying the piper,
Some never get the chance nor contemplate how this currency is deciphered.

Riches defined by character and awareness, not by silver nor gold,
Surroundings are meaningless when opinions can be bought and sold.
We often look to others to mimic what we feel could make life complete,
And blame them when it falls apart, for they are the highlight to the defeat.

We will always look for perfect moments to make the most of our time,
Or we will squander our days and regret the moments that died.
Rob Metz Feb 2019
This heart breaks with each glance of this place,

This heart breaks into pieces you liked to take...


You said you’d give them back but I know you too well,

The demon I know, living in my own personal hell.

You pull me in right when I feel like shoving back,

You pull me from the depths to plan your sneak attack.

I can’t decide whether to hide or look to you to fly,

You’d clip these wings as you get closer and close (bye).

I make these excuses like I’m clueless of the damage done,

Maybe I refuse it, and confuse it as a game of savage fun.

I want to hold you close, take you in, love on overdose,

But what I fear the most, is the ghosts of when we were close.


Love and hate is all the same when we dance in the rain,

But I can’t help but fall to pieces anytime I hear your name.
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