Pastell dichter

Pastell dichter Oct 2015

Changing

I have changed.
I have grown.
I am older now in mind and body,
I have loved and,
I will love her still.
I came out as bi to my parents
And I have learned many things,
You have helped me to know who I am,
And so I thank you,
My sister,
My brother,
My friend,
Thank you my Em.

Thank you so much Emma/EJ for what you have done for me. I hope you know how much I love you.

#love #changing #siblings

Pastell dichter Oct 2015

The tiger is my friend

And so you see that I must go
in to this wild abbis
Where the dark swirls and the light shrinks away.
I'm sorry my love
But the night is calling,
calling me away
The bird song means nothing
And laughter is all for naught
Because I must go dancing,
Dancing to the hill and
to the sea
where the butterflies spin webs of love and the tiger is my friend.

I don't know where this came from

#love #dancing #butterflies

Oct 2015

Can't Believe It's Not Butter

Addict

I'm an addict,
And I'm addicted to you.
You, my anti-depressant.
You, my painkiller.
And I'm addicted to you.

#love #addiction

Pastell dichter Oct 2015

we can do it

forced words on paper
scratched nails on chalk bored
stiff caned laughter
smiles to mask a wound
stitches to hide a broken heart.
this is what the world is standing on
but we can change
we can rebuild
we are strong
WE CAN DO IT.

#cutting #strength #strong

Oct 2015

Anna Fox

By Your Side

I'm by your side through fire and flame
There's nothing I hate more than seeing you in pain
There's no way I'll leave you
Not in a million years
I'll be with you through all the tears
You can talk to me whenever youre sad
Whenever you're happy
Whenever you're mad
I'm by your side.

My bestfriend just stole my laptop and typed this out to make me feel better and I think it is amazing and it makes me so happy.

#iloveyou #bestfriend #truefriends #hereforyou

Oct 2015

Anna Fox

How I Say

"I'm fine" is how I say "I'm dying"
and if you take the time to see the lie
you'll find that I'm not fine.
"I'm just tired" is how I say "I'm a liar"
and if you can see through the fire
you'll see I'm a liar
and I'm not just tired

Pastell dichter Oct 2015

sleep

I can't sleep
it just won't come
the dark won't take me
the songs still hum
they won't go quiet just for a while
so I can lay down my head
and dream of a smile
a smile so far away I can hardly see her
but then she's there and I can sleep again
but just for a bit and then it slips away like one of the mer,
and I just can't sleep
and the dark won't take me
to the blue, black deep.

#sleep #cant #dark