So...
how's it been
it's been a while
I think I like you
but,
I'm scared:
of getting hurt.
of you being distant.
of getting my hopes up.
but,
What if:
I like it?
it actually works out?
I'm finally free of my past?
but,
I know that I overthink everything
and now everyone knows
...
why does that bother me?
Is it because:
deep down inside I know you don't like me back?
I'm not sure if I like you or the thought of you?
I'm guilty that I'm over HIM this fast?
but,
Am I REALLY over HIM?
yes
he was never the one for me
but,
what if HE was?
no
not HIM
dear God please not HIM
...
Sorry I lost my train of thought
what did I decide?
Oh right
Overthink it until I can let it go
thank you
I had almost forgotten
So
...
how's it been
it's been a while.