For a second there I caught myself falling
For a second there I thought it was all going to be okay
For a second there It felt like I could feel forever
For a second there I was no longer afraid

To step into the light of day
And embrace
All that you had given me
Was no longer put to waste

In the light of day
It was all ok

You mind your steps
   after you've stumbled.
You miss your home
   after you’ve left it.
You value your health
   after you’ve been sick.

But you can’t enjoy life
   after you died.

Capsized

Baptised in soft lies,
Wrapped in easy fears,
He cries.

Crocodile tears

Can I be both
the center and
the ray

the middle
and the outskirts

and is this longing why
it hurts so much

and why you asked me
to expand?

Do you think a girl could love a boy who writes for her a million poems?  That's what I plan to do.

Oh, tears unshed;
Where doth thine valley lie?
Where doth thine river flow:
In Heaven above
Or Hell below?

mental illness is the
most expensive thing
i've ever owned but
never wanted

thankyou for making me feel something
i just wish it was less painful

I yelled out insanely ,
the first time the things I loved were deprived from me little by little;
I crawled on the ground painfully,
the first time the moments I cherished were wiped in my world step by step;
I knelt on the floor humbly,
the first time the work I created were destroyed in front of me piece by piece.
But ,
they never stopped withering;
they never stopped vanishing;
they never stopped dying away.
Then,
the second time;
then,
the third time;
then,
the forth time.
Then,
it is normal.