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 Oct 2021 Monotone
Courtney
Monsters
 Oct 2021 Monotone
Courtney
You
Were the human embodiment
Of all my fears:
The manifestation
Of all my monsters.
Yet,
If you came knocking
I’d open the closet-
Pull up the bedcovers-
Turn back to the dark mirror-
And invite you back in.
 Oct 2021 Monotone
max
i miss him
i miss you

i don’t know what to do
what the **** is wrong with me
I was in the river treading water
When the river got too deep
I swam up to the dock to rest
To lay out, and to sleep
I got a chill from the breeze
As I wrapped up to get dry
It was at that time the rain poured down
Like tear ducts in the sky
I ran to seek some shelter  
Under gray clouds filled with rain
I found an old gazebo
To gather and remain
When the precipitation dried up
I was on my merry way
To regain my enthusiasm
And to finish out the day
 Oct 2021 Monotone
WickedHope
I think my addictions are addicted to me.
It's a mutual symbiotic parasitism.
I've taken up drinking,
hoping that will push them away.
But it's like lighting a fire
and trying to put it out with gasoline.
And God I'm soaked.

I want to cut it out.
Gunpowder is better than gasoline, right?
 Oct 2021 Monotone
jdmaraccini
Loving me is easier than you think
just like a candlelight dinner with poison in your drink
So, I ask you please never hurt me
if you do I promise you they'll find your body on the floor

When two people fall in love—it's beautiful
but when one cheats on the other
it's time to grab the kitchen knife
run into the room and cut out both their eyes

So, ask yourself a question, should you just take my suggestion
to avoid all future aggression; I hope that you are listening
Or we will drive to the mountains as you're in my trunk pounding
then I stop and start counting all the bullet holes I fire in you

Loving me is easier than it seems
just like the beautiful ocean, drowning as you scream
So, I ask you please never hurt me
cause if you do I promise you they'll find your body on the shore
JDMaraccini
2021

Happy Halloween
 Apr 2021 Monotone
insomniatrical
I want to be Heard
but you don't listen to me
God, I want to be heard.
When I say I am mad,
When I tell you what bothers me.
I want you to LISTEN to me!!

I want to be Seen
but you don't look my way
I just want to be seen.
When I wear something nice,
When I wear nothing at all
I want you to NOTICE me!!!

I want to be Touched,
but you don't put your hands on me
I want you to touch me
When I lean into a hug,
When I'm starved for your attention
I want you to APPRECIATE me!!!


I want to be Wanted,
but you don't seem to want me,
or my words,
or my face,
or my body.
I just want you to WANT me!!!

But I could lay myself out for you,
naked and eager and beautiful and sweet,
and it's sad that
you would remain
entranced by anything else in the world
but me.
 Feb 2021 Monotone
insomniatrical
Hello friends,
Or friends I once knew,
How are you?

I wish I could reach out,
But the words won't come-
I'm long past seeing the light of the sun

All the people close to me
I can count on one hand
I forgot everyone else via my own command.

For that I apologize,
Sometimes I miss you guys.
And sometimes I wonder where you are and what you're doing with your lives.

Surely you're doing better than me,
Who can't find the words to say
Or the ***** to even begin speaking,

Perhaps you miss me, perhaps not.
For this is up to you,
All I can say now is that
You're friends that I'm glad I once knew.
 Nov 2020 Monotone
ilias
Still
 Nov 2020 Monotone
ilias
It‘s four a.m. ,
my lungs still breathe
you in and out
and my heart still aches
for yours
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