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Rosie
i'm in unimaginable pain
but i have never been happier
you once said "i think i am the cause of a lot of your problems"
and you were absolutely right my love
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Rosie
mom
dude like listen
i love you
i grew inside your womb
you created me with your own flesh
the best of our relationship
was before i could even form a thought
and that's kind of sad
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I'm such a ******* mess but you love me anyway,
right?
****.
I ****** up that line,
let me try one more time

I'm such a ******* mess but that's okay cause you love me anyway,
right?

Don't you love the way my hair is messy? Don't you love how I don't care about how I dress,
when I go outside?
Your pajama pants on,
death wish coffee,
in these broken down hands
of mine,
I know I say I'm fine,
but I'm-

I'm such a ******* mess but that's okay
cause you love me anyway,
right?
I'll ruin my body with these drugs,
these pills I take like candy and this ****, smoke fills my lungs

I try to cope,
this **** I write,
still, the thought of death
keeps me up at night,
along with you and I,
so I'll go outside and ignore it all,
from my pocket a cigarette will fall,
onto my lips,
one hit, one hit

I'm such a ******* mess but you still love me,
right?
Don't you love all my flaws and the way I cry at night?
What a sad sight,
Babe, I know im a mess but
I swear, I promise
I'm trying to pick up my life,
and make things right,
and make things nice

I'll get my **** together,
I'm sorry I'm always under the weather,
I can't promise I'll get better,
but I can promise that I'll try,
I'm sorry I'm a mess,
a ****** up cluster,
so worthless,
I'm sorry I'm useless

Your love is the only thing
keeping me held together,
since this glue has long flaked off,
soon after it dried,
my hands are tied,
to the pain inside,
I'll figure out how to break free from these chains,
made my brain fried,
but for now, please just look into my puffy eyes,
and tell me I'm fine

I'm such a ******* mess,
I'm sorry,
I'm such a ******* mess
I'm such a ******* mess but that's okay cause you love me anyway,
right?
Right?
Its just called "I'm such a effing mess" it's dumb
I'm tired now, night
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Floating
Up on cloud 9
Thought I was scared of heights
Turns out I'm not afraid to fly
I'm not addicted
But **** it's nice to have a good time
I don't need these cookies that me feel silly
These pills I eat like candy
I don't need them
They aren't me
But it sure as hell feels ******* amazing to feel free
**** responsibility
**** sobriety
**** the world
I'm gonna do as I please
Yeah I changed my mind, drugs aren't ruining my life, I don't have to go sober for a week, I don't have any thing to prove to myself or anyone else
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How tired am I of being scared?
But how awake am I now that I know you're here?

'Cause I'd rather fight with you than laugh with another
I'd rather freeze in your arms than be warm under covers
And I'd let you hit me before I'd ever let you hit the floor

And I'd rather choke than to breathe in your absence
I'd rather feel your wrath than feel another's passion
And I'd rather die on the day that I give you a kiss
Than spend the rest of my life knowing I never did
I can't get this song out of my head, sorry to just post song lyrics instead of original ****, oh well
max 4d
pull me closer
and kiss me hard
I'll chew you up and I'll spit you out

this song makes me feel some type of way
max 5d
my mom
would be so disappointed in me
if she found out
im high out of my mind
right now
like father like son

the saddest part is i don't care,
i just want more
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