He was chasing love,
Because he didn’t know
What else to chase,
Because he’d had enough
Of his everyday life,
No feelings, just thoughts
No passion, no care,
Half asleep, half the time,
Blurriness clouds his
Mind, hard to sleep when
It’s time, constant

Struggle to find, someone
That he can rely on,
Someone that’ll reply and
Someone that’ll try,
Someone to make a fuss
Over him, someone
That’ll see, the good in him,
His buried happiness,

Hidden by the fake smiles,
Pretending to laugh,
But he didn’t find it funny and
It’s funny because,
The things he does find funny,
Aren’t funny anymore,
Working, eating, meeting,
Normal life’s a bore,
Apart from sleep of course.

No one will ever truly know
How much I cry
No one will ever truly know
How much I lie
No one will ever truly know
The things I hide
No one will ever truly know
What’s kept inside
No one will ever truly know
What I’ve seen,

The things I keep with me.

Teary eyes, it’s only me who try’s,
I love those eyes but hate your lies,
But even more, I hate goodbyes,

And cutting ties, Cutting loose,
From your tight noose, closing
My windpipe, I think it’s alright
Because you are my life light,

The singular light in my cold life,
Relieving pressure on this cold knife,
Wresting on my wrist, wrestling this,
Dark feeling from all my **** dealings,

Dealing with my pain,
It won’t go away,
I just can’t stay,
Another day.

Its back again. The pain; Love.
She's not mine,
I guess she's his,
For now.
But he's most certainly not hers,
At least he doesn't act like it,

Many are his,
But he is nobody’s,
Selfish.

She deserves better,
Better than him,
Even better than me,
But if for that she'd settle I’d be in eternal glee,

She devotes her heart,
To him.
He doesn't even acknowledge.
My darling girl. She belongs with me,
I’ll treat her right,
I know could and I know I would.

I think this time it's worse,
I've fallen deeper,
It's more than love, it’s obsession,
From the way she moves, to how she talks, to things she finds funny,
Shes amazing, flawless, sweet like hunny,

And her eyes,
They glime in the light,
As if the rays of heaven have shown in my line of sight,
I could stay up till dawn staring at her,
Every seconds still as amazed with her as the last,
To her I beg come to me and leave him in the past.

You were the honey,
I was the bee,
He was the bear,

I’m trying to make you see,
See what happened there,
He took you from me,

You were mine and
he stole you For himself,
And made you love him,

More than you loved yourself,
That was hard to do,
But you did it for him,

Even though he treated you,
Much worse than I did,
You didn’t batter an eye lid,

You’d lay down for him,
Let him walk all over you,
What a painful view,

Seeing you get hurt,
Time and time again,
I knew you would leave,

I was just waiting for when,
But I didn’t expect you to
Go back to me,

I didn’t know what to say
Exactly, So I told you no,
saved myself from pain,

So you went back to him,
Again and again,

What is my value?
To anyone and everyone,
How much would
Someone give, for me?

To have to me alive,
To have me in their
Position, or to just
Know me,

Know how I feel,
What I feel,
Know how I think,
What I think,

How much would
They give,
For my happiness,

How much would
They give,
For my satisfaction,

How much would
They give?

What would they give,
For me?

How much would,
You, give for me?

How much am I worth...

It seems hopeless,
She wants to hide,

Have you ever had
A battle inside your
Mind?

Have you ever had
A problem you can’t
Find?

Have you ever felt
Like all ever do is
Cry?

No, cos you’re not
Her,
And you’re not me,
But,
That don’t make us
A speciality,

I’m just saying we got
Different personality’s,
I think it’s clear to see,
She’d rather be with me,

Because you don’t get
Her,
And you don’t really fit
Her,
And I think you’ll forget
Her,

You’ll forget her needs,
She need reassurance,
Passion, trust, love, get
On your knees, marry her,
That’s what she needs,

And if you won’t do that,
Then you should leave,
Let her fall in love with me.

You know you love her,
When hearing her upset,
Actually hearing he cry,
Causes you physical pain
From deep inside,
And twisted true guilt,
To stop the tears,
And tell her how much,
You love her.

Sometimes,
The stars don’t align,
Sometimes,
It’s just the wrong time,

Sometimes,
You’re not meant for each other,
Sometimes,
You’re not supposed to be a lover,

Sometimes,
It’s not really meant to be,
Sometimes,
You’re not supposed to be happy,

Sometimes,
You don’t have good luck,
Sometimes,
You just mess things up.

Only the wild ones,
Give you something,
To remember,

Only the wild ones,
Are the ones you,
Can’t get back,

Only the wild ones,
Are the ones you,
Can never catch,

The only ones to,
Make you, feel,
The only ones to,
Make you, do,
The only ones to,
Make you, you,

Only the wild ones,
Take you somewhere,
New,

The ones to show you,
A different path,
Always make you smile,
Make you laugh,

Always the wild ones,
The ones who aren’t,
Afraid,
The ones who don’t,
Care,
The ones who always,
Share,

Only the wild ones,
Are the right ones.

How wonderful it would be to die?
To fall into oblivion,
No feelings, no more pain, not one lie
Nothing forever more,
I'd be motionless, emotionless, and just die,
Nothing leaving me sore,
No one could bother me for there I would lie,
Oh wouldn't it just be wonderful to die?

But how would I do it?
Depends, how quick or slow,
Do I want my family to know?
Do I want to feel,
Is it to be a big deal?

I could jump in front of a train,
I wouldn't feel a thing,
The opposite to now,
Or could slash my throat,
Maybe write a lil note,
Or hang myself,
Or jump from a high,

Whos cares so long as I die.
And a few may ask why?
Why am i so eager to go?
Truth is really I don't know,
But this is something I must try,
It might just allow me to fly,
Wouldn't it be wonderful to die?...