I know my love is gone forever and evermore
I’ll love her still
And I know she hates and wants to **** me now,
Maybe she’s right.

Spent a year daydreaming I was in America,
Lesson-learned: don’t mess around with anyone half as crazy as you are.

I got off at St. George’s Cross, home sweet home, I’m strung out again;
had a song and smell of a room from when I was sixteen stuck in my head.
I was still preparing my greetings when I realised I wouldn’t see you
Not today and maybe not ever

And that doesn’t bother me
For today I’m no’ scared of nothing
And everything is lost in time

But I will not lie, life was better
with you as my friend. Shoulder
For my head and ear for my *******.

O ladybird, lend me ur heart.
Sigh heavily and blow the cobwebs from my brain;
Unwind us both until we undo ourselves to the very start.
Dry me from your torrid rain.

Ladybird, O ladybird,
I’ll bleed over your feet
And stickily paint my lips
In the name of your grace

So loving it descries and so nonchalantly unforgiving and relentless

My ladybird, O ladybird

Crawling nails thru my hair like scratched steel, spotty from the outset, femme-fated accent

Ladybird in her own image;

  Arm outstretched, palm bent up facing,
O ladybird, my ladybird…

Oh Jesus Christ

I’m so glad that we met and I’m so glad it’s over
I miss you so much and I’m so glad it’s over

In the end you hate me O well it’s over.

Heaven and hell twirl entwined like see-moss
Embalmed into an eternal possession,
Hearts mark themselves deeply then bare to rot;
You can undo love but never obsession.

They misdiagnose your problems then feed you pills anyway,
Drag their way into the problems that they helped to create.

I don’t think I’ve ever loved anybody like you loved me,
I truly deserved all the hurt I ever got;
Thanks alot.

Now I react how you reacted and do my part in undoing whatever I rebuilt,
I’ve gotten used to the shame over who I am but I could do without the guilt.