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286 · Mar 2017
Love Is Funny
JC Mar 2017
I didn't know what love was until I met you
My heart would hurt Everytime I saw you
Then it would skip a beat whenever you smiled
And nearly killed me when i heard you laughed
It was all new feelings like never before
And I'm too scared to even say it
But I have truely
Undoubtedly
fallen In Love with you
286 · Dec 2015
Never lasting love
JC Dec 2015
You may hate me but that's fine
I can't be happy with someone else
It pain's me enough to scream my pain out
Knowing its my fault everything fell apart
Waiting for you're hand to pull me out of this darkness
The feeling of time stopping the whole world collapsing
I'm only alive when I'm with you
277 · Apr 2018
Living An Honest Life
JC Apr 2018
To live an honest life can be hard
One little thing can derail and catch you off guard
It is what you do after that can define who you are
And that still can only take you so far
Live each day as if it were you're last
And forget all about the past
Living an honest life is hard
274 · Jul 2018
Loving you is hard
JC Jul 2018
Your love is so hard to obtain
And that **** drives me insane

I love having you near
So please don't ever disappear

Life isn't life anymore without you here
I guess i just have to go to where you are there
I know our love can never be
But i just can't seem to move on
263 · Jul 2018
Unrequited love
JC Jul 2018
From the moment I laid my eyes on you
My heart stopped
I did not know what had happened
It was as if the whole world slowed down around me
Everything about you just drives me crazy
From those beautiful eyes to your cute voice
It's just sad that this is an unrequited love
You can never belong to me
You probably don't even know I exist
And I'm okay with it for now
262 · Apr 2018
The Blow That Kills
JC Apr 2018
Wandering about late in this picture perfect town
About to have a mental breakdown

With all these perfect people in their perfect world
While I live in my own dreamworld

Picturing what this town would look like in fire
While listening to the mightiest church choir

Ruining everything they worked so hard for
Just so that I don't feel like a prisoner of war

Escaping from this nightmare of a place
Will be the Coup De Grace

Then I won't be the mental case
Anymore In anyplace
259 · Jul 2018
Notice Me
JC Jul 2018
Can't stop thinking about you
It hurts so much
Can't eat, can't sleep
I guess that's what i reap
Playing the day we met on repeat
Leaves me feeling incomplete
Knowing that you will never know my true feelings
Even though they are so revealing
Everything about you has me so insane
Your lack of awareness can be so inhumane
But just once it would be great if you can actually notice me
Notice me and no one else
253 · Jul 2018
Why You I Don't Know
JC Jul 2018
Why did i fall for you at first glance
Why did you put me in such a trance
Why was Meeting you was like a storm
Why did it leave me feeling all deformed
Why can't I stop thinking about you
Why is this feeling something im not used to
Why did it have to be you
I really want to know why
244 · Jul 2018
One Day
JC Jul 2018
Waiting for you isn't that easy,  but it will be worth it
Just hope that you can realize just how I truly feel
And that one day you feel the same way about me

Seeing you fall for him has been a nightmare
The more he rejects you the more you chase
And it's been a long and painful road to take

And still you don't see who's been right there beside you
But I'm in it for the long run no matter how it ends
Hoping the day will come for us
237 · Aug 2015
Dying to live
JC Aug 2015
Feeling alive only when I die
my life is full of contradictions
226 · Jul 2018
Love at first sight
JC Jul 2018
I know i should not have fallen for you
I know you love someone else
It's just hard to forget
After all it was love at first sight
I still don't know how it all happened
It was all a blur
It hurts just seeing you with him
I tried to move on
I tried to forget
But my stupid heart just won't give up
I hope for the best
I hope to move on
I guess only time will tell
Falling in love can be so hurtful
209 · Aug 2015
Untitled
JC Aug 2015
sitting in a dark room
i Begin to lose myself
thoughts run lose
thinking when it was
that I lost my sanity, my inhumanity
time flys by second by second
clock ticking loud
heart beat fading

deaf to the sounds of the world
blind to the reality
slowly reaching the end
my life expires

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