To live an honest life can be hard
One little thing can derail and catch you off guard
It is what you do after that can define who you are
And that still can only take you so far
Live each day as if it were you're last
And forget all about the past
Living an honest life is hard

It's undeniable that I am in love with you
It's understandable that you are not in love with me
I just can't seem to get over you
You're the first thought in the morning and the last of the night
Everything around me just reminds me of you
I just can't seem to get over you
I miss your smile reassuring me that you were the one
I miss you laughing at my jokes even if they were corny
I just can't seem to get over you
I really thought it would work
I really saw my happily ever after with you
I just can't seem to get over you
And I truly don't think I will!

What do you do when you are heartbroken
And everything makes you feel like you are choking
I'm still so confused I thought it was a true love story
But it's feels like I'm stuck in purgatory
And to make things worst I don't even know what I did
I don't know how I'll forget you I mean I've been in love with you since i was a kid
Should I wait or should I move on
I just don't want to look like a *****
I still am deeply in love
And surely it is not something I can easily get rid of

Wandering about late in this picture perfect town
About to have a mental breakdown

With all these perfect people in their perfect world
While I live in my own dreamworld

Picturing what this town would look like in fire
While listening to the mightiest church choir

Ruining everything they worked so hard for
Just so that I don't feel like a prisoner of war

Escaping from this nightmare of a place
Will be the Coup De Grace

Then I won't be the mental case
Anymore In anyplace

From the moment I laid my eyes on you
My heart stopped
I did not know what had happened
It was as if the whole world slowed down around me
Everything about you just drives me crazy
From those beautiful eyes to your cute voice
It's just sad that this is an unrequited love
You can never belong to me
You probably don't even know I exist
And I'm okay with it for now

Your love is so hard to obtain
And that **** drives me insane

I love having you near
So please don't ever disappear

Life isn't life anymore without you here
I guess i just have to go to where you are there

Why did i fall for you at first glance
Why did you put me in such a trance
Why was Meeting you was like a storm
Why did it leave me feeling all deformed
Why can't I stop thinking about you
Why is this feeling something im not used to
Why did it have to be you
I really want to know why

Waiting for you isn't that easy,  but it will be worth it
Just hope that you can realize just how I truly feel
And that one day you feel the same way about me

Seeing you fall for him has been a nightmare
The more he rejects you the more you chase
And it's been a long and painful road to take

And still you don't see who's been right there beside you
But I'm in it for the long run no matter how it ends
Hoping the day will come for us

Can't stop thinking about you
It hurts so much
Can't eat, can't sleep
I guess that's what i reap
Playing the day we met on repeat
Leaves me feeling incomplete
Knowing that you will never know my true feelings
Even though they are so revealing
Everything about you has me so insane
Your lack of awareness can be so inhumane
But just once it would be great if you can actually notice me
Notice me and no one else

I know i should not have fallen for you
I know you love someone else
It's just hard to forget
After all it was love at first sight
I still don't know how it all happened
It was all a blur
It hurts just seeing you with him
I tried to move on
I tried to forget
But my stupid heart just won't give up
I hope for the best
I hope to move on
I guess only time will tell