I wish to gaze upon thee, look at the expanse of virtue.

You truly are a rival for Aphrodite.

An ethereal being.

I am but a priestess, at your alter, worshipping.

If I could meet those eyes, ghost fingers over satin skin, card through sleek locks, then surely I'd be blessed.

For you I'd do as Orpheus for Eurydice, without looking back.

To love a goddess such as yourself is eternal.

We cannot write silence.
The beats.
The pause.
The breath.
The way it aches
and persists

and begs that,

if only for a moment,

our consciousness is only a whisper.
our bodies,
our lips,
the air that passes through falling chests
and stillness.

A melody of emotion.
Sleeping in the quiet of a heartbeat skipped
a word lost to the wind.

The wickedness of reticence
Encapsulated in air and time.

The moment stretched too long.
Hesitation perpetuated in the grip of fingernails
pressed into palms.

We cannot write silence,
but we can try.

to find a way to immortalize emotion
to create space
in the ceaseless drone of words that speak and spin.

I cannot write silence. But I can write
tears and years
and the burn of long-stretched lies.

I can write goodbyes and hellos
And dozen ways to say
I love to hate you
Or
I hate to love you
and sometimes
I cannot tell the difference.
Silence.
The space I have upheld for myself.

I love to hate you
Heart.

I hate to love you too.

I cannot write silence.
But I know it.
and I have held it in my hand.

a mind that can not ever feel right
heart that does not even fight
body that becomes light
remember everything will be alright

you gotta keep in mind
you must fail to achieve
easier said then done , we all know
but don't lose hope

its a world of your own
don't forget that
what you want , you can have
just cause its not great so society says
**** it , they can talk
so man up and walk
don't talk , just go handle it how you want
don't let other knock you off
you gunna be great
hell you already are

never forget that
days seems long
nights don't even come
always stuck in your head
don't let it change your ways
cause that **** can become a mess
and none the less you got this


your mind is fine
that heart that hold hurt, it will heal
body gone light becomes extra fine
stop that frowning
man it up , pick your head up

life a fucken mess
we all been there
less than or more
we can all say , we spent some time down the dark maze
getting lost
losing ourselves beyond  
talking of sane insane
life is just a game
thought the maze corrupts your head
you will find the light

learn from the daze
feel amazed
those dark days , thought you were better off gone
now look at you my friend
you standing tall
going at it as it comes
at a pace , this is no race
don't let society rush your moment
its all gunna take some time
cut yourself a little slack

life down the drain, feeling shame
change that frown
pick up your head
fix that crown
youre gunna make it out
doesn't seem so now
but promise my friend
this aint the end
not just yet
youll find the better
and love the pain when you reach that end

see now
that light is getting bright
youre doing alright
it was one hell a fight
may have lost yourself
but gained a new view
life couldn't be better
you own this world
its yours to do as shall wish
don't let it be anything less
or youll hold it in pain throughout your veins
making insane be insane
not like you wont be able to regain
just gets harder each fall
might have to even crawl
so take charge of your mind
see your new sight
given the mind a feeling of right
heart of gold , body that grows

you got this
your doing great
don't lose hope
it will be better just remember
rise back up after each fall
take your time , its not a race
then youll feel great
like a new dude
so very few
cant translate this write
and have better sight
but all will be aright

stay up ;

Reminder of all reality took a swing to my face just today
Cause all isn’t the same
Memories are a fade
And I’m tryna go on
The thought that it’s the end
When we aint even dead
It’s all wished for never
Wanted to be your homie
Talk a little in the distance
But it’s your misses
She’ll make you regret
Whatever this , that
Was not when is
You’ll miss this
Just don’t know it yet
You’re gunna see
I was widdit
And no one can commit like I
Your eyes tell
Alll you hide and want to deny
I can see your life
your soul that guides
Reminds your heart
It’s its own beautiful art
Thought days get dark
It leaves a mark
That’ll spark another’s
Offering a hand
To make you feel at ease
Sweet breeze
I take in, coming one
Misery will not defeat me