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  Jun 2016 Karmen
Brittany nicole Smith
We loved
Fought  broke
I loved and loved
Until there was no more love to give
And it still wasn't enough for you
You left when I begged you to stay
Handed my heart back
Didn't look back
You seen it in my eyes
The hurt it was written on my face
Karmen Jun 2016
It's been two days
And not a word heard
My messages left unread
And calls going missed
I expected nothing less
Cause that's usually best
When it comes to being inside my head
I'll lose my hope
Give up pretty soon
What more is there to do
When you've already left
And I saw it coming too
I already knew you'd leave me too
Without a word shared
But what the ****
Why leave me questioning myself why
How did I **** up this time
And why does it still hurt
If I knew it would happen soon
That you'd leave me too
Leaving me trapped in my head
With yet again
Heart in hand, or at least what's left
Karmen Jun 2016
There is no love for me
What a mess I've become to be
I take all things to heart
But still don't let it bother me
Heart made of gold
With love so pure
You'll be unsure of what to do
But I **** you not
I love so much
Never expecting much
I'm pretty ****** up
When you turn away
I'll be left to say
You'll never find another
To love as much as me
And okaye, what a cliche
But really, I give it all I got
To keep the ones I want
  Jun 2016 Karmen
Emma Elisabeth Wood
Smiling.

It’s easy enough,
a simple twitch at
the corners of my
mouth

but my mouth still tastes
of you, your rough hands
holding me still

we folded in on ourselves,
a house of cards threatened
by the slam of a fist

on a table, where we
shot daggers at each
other's souls

you knew the right words to say
and my defences were low,
no glass case to protect
my body from

their sting

but my organs rest inside
my ribcage, my lungs are save
from the fire of your tongue

and my heart beats against
their bars, pulsing, pulsing,
pulsing away from

you
  Jun 2016 Karmen
Samm Marie
Dear *******,
I don't need more ****
Blowing up the media
Blowing up my sanity
Blowing up the world
Literally
Dear ******,
Ruining humanity
Because you feel the need
To overcompensate for
Your feelings of insecurity
I don't appreciate
How you choose to draw attention
To yourself
In such a negative way
Dear *******,
Get your **** together
You need to learn that
You are not the only one who matters
You are not the only person
In this world with a
"Correct" opinion
Get off your high horse
And if you're gonna shoot up some
Place just because you
Feel so under-appreciated
Don't ******* shoot yourself
Dear *****,
Get your ******* *******
Out of their twists
You've got no more right than
Others who feel so down on their luck
To go around
******* **** up
Stop being a *****!
Dear ****,
I don't care if you ***** up your life
But I do give a ****
When you meddle with mine
I do give a **** when you **** with
OUR world
And yes, I get that this letter
To all you *******
Who think you're so ****** special
Could get me hurt
Shot
And killed
But at least I know how to use words
To speak out against injustice
And to speak up for my beliefs
Rather than just pulling a trigger
Or dropping a bomb
Sincerely,
A Very ******* *****
Karmen Jun 2016
It seems to me
There isn't anyone like me
But I'm nothing special
I mean, I used to think
No one would get what I think
Or understand how it is
To feel like the only one
Always put to the side
Left and forgotten
Wondering why
I get no love
What I have to do
To just get a hug
And if I'll ever be loved
It had seemed to me
I was the only one
Who thought so much
Of what could / would come
Of who Im meant to be
Or that I felt so lost
With no luck at the end
Till I saw a glimpse
Of what seemed to be
My awakening call
Saying & showing me
I'm not the only one
I'm not alone
With these thoughts in my head
That I leave unsaid
Hoping for them to end
I put a smile on my face
And feel less stressed
Knowing someone, somewhere
Feels and thinks how I do
That I'm not a complete ****** mess.
In this judgementl world
And to remember, we are blessed.
We'll make it through this battle
Just get some rest
Hope for a better tomorrow
Smoking through the lightning storm
Fading slowly, safe and warm
Steady getting higher than the clouds
Reaching peaks my dreams never allowed
Unaware of the demons trying to force me underground
Angels lift me, fighting the rocks trying to pull me down
Settling within my own mind, attempting to discover my own truth
Lying to myself, unaware that my nightmares contain the proof
Suddenly falling through an unmistakable mist
Feeling lower than the ground I finally kissed
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