I never felt so alive, till the moment
I felt I could die.

silence is thickest
when two minds are full
of thought
hearts are full
While bottles are bottoms up
Instead of words
we speak through touch

Your skin like brail
spelling words of lust
My finger tips can't resist
to read every inch every rub

morning dew thaws out the nighted lust
leaving us
sobered up.

whats the point of the
high chase
high stake
give and tease
if i know you and
you know me?

You are a never ending path
Your love has guided me down
I don't worry if im lost
Only that im found
You are my love

I want you to myself.

Something in my brain is not the same
Something in my brain lost it's way.
I'm not sure what it was
I'm not sure what to say,
didnt realize I lost it until it was too late but
Something in my brain walked away.
Where did it go
Where did it stay
What did it leave
What it take?
Does it matter?
Does it mind?
Im not sure
Can't decide.

But you were the one who killed me.

once again im left alone with my thoughts
and food
one of them will be gone when you return
and one will cloud the room.

what will you think?
when you see the real me
will you feel ashamed because you
misconceived?  our lion hearts  and our unity
as gears in the web of your destruction

we stand together as an ocean in peace
with tides that have change to speak
and won't take no as an option.

1 time for the cloudy days.

2 times for the tears

*3rd time because **** em'

Time doesn't stop,
The world still spins,
And opportunities don't wait.

You gotta be brave.

I will not use a lovers words
when you leave
I missed you long ago
you left and did not know
you are no longer you
you took nothing
but my heart inside your coat
to store the ashes when you smoke
do not use a lovers words
when you return
i'm afraid you may choke.

K.W.

If this all was made to be than is this silence made for me?
How many forever's does it take to last?
When we are forever,
and forever isn't meant to pass.
That's where I want to be.
If this all is just going with the breeze
Than who is to say you were not made for me?

There's so much to do,
Without anything to do.

Your love is to expensive for my
moonlight romance,
my heart would drop,
and my hands would shake,
if I had the chance.

K.W.

No
It's cool.
These things happen for a reason
And every time I rehears those words I almost start to believe it
Because my naive heart just needs something to believe in
When nothing feels right
And I start to lose feeling
everything that's wrong
starts revealing
You made it all worth living.

" I don't love you "
Were the words he spoke
The fear of loneliness
Kept my head in the clouds
And my fridays
Hungover in beer
But you kept me with hope
And my lungs clear
Kept me off that slippery slop
And I thank you
But I don't love you
But " I need you here " were the words he said.

Im already having thoes thoughts
And it's only 3:48

harmony,Two things in perfect melody?
destined or was it fate
That brought to be this mystery

Does a subtle wind
Bring you chills
On this hot summers day
The nights are layered
In moon light
As I lie awake

Thinking of you.

What's the point of being king, when you're alone in your castle.

Love doesn't need a match
It only needs lust
I was caught in my own web
I knew this all along
You lied
I couldn't decide wether
To be naive again
Accept your unscheduled excuse
Fold it into truth
And leave it
Lying in the sun

I watch
As each man comes to play a roll
In shoes he cannot fit
And after he gives it his all
I come to stitch seems where
He left you ripped torn and alone
But I am only the tailor
And you are the damsel.
This fairytale wasn't made
For the shoemaker
But the shoe was.

You are a never ending path
Your love has guided me down
I don't worry if im lost
Only that im found
You are my love

I want you to myself.

I can't find a feeling to describe
fear and confusion,
nor for my cold feet
or the warmth of fear in my gut.

I rolled around my bed snuggling in my own wonders.

where is she and is she thinking of me.

We meet here
At our final passing
Love me
Or
Love me
Not

Ive found love again
Im infected
Love sick
Im dying in your eyes
And aching in your smiles,
Because the butterflies
Won't sit still.

You still don't notice
If i make no sound
I wanna make impact
When im not around
Like a missing piece
Like half your heart
I want you to ache
I want your thoughts
I
Want
Your love
Is that
To much?

Im just a cloud
Below the ocean blues.
Sitting in the sky,
Slowly dissolving
With you.

Fumbling with the doors
Hop-scotching through furniture
Juggling with objects
Dancing with your thoughts
Making it to the bus
Than remembering
You forgot your socks.

When I get her to love me the skies will surely be blue and the grass too green to describe vividly
When i get her to love me
I
Will
Melt
To
The
Core

Were all young
friday nights are filled with bottles
And bottles are emptied into our hollow naive vessels
And im drowning beneath it all
Trying grasp what little reality i have left
Than it's gone
Can I believe it's gone
I couldn't until I realized you went along. Leaving me alone to drown in my own mixture of ***** and friday nights.

In my fairytales baby, there's either a king in the castle or a beast on the ground.The middle man never makes it.

At one moment we can be on top of the world.
And another moment we can be **** near buried beneath it.

A good person is person who is good with no moral to it.

Takes deep breath
Lacing my arms to create a nest on my desk
Tucking my face inside
Breathing slowly
Till each breath is half of the last.

Than sufficating under my own
Depression*.

She danced with the summer breeze
Set fire to the flowers
Inhaled the clouds
Lifted her wings
Tilted her head
Released the clouds
Than danced with the summer breeze

With out healing from the night before im back at it again
Im a slumped up carcus
In rooms poorly lit
My eyes to low peeking through
Creeses of purgatory.
With scenes that change

sliding my fingers across your glossed oak wood
unlocking the latch
lifting the glass
and letting your breeze take hold

Don't catch me when I fall please!
I can't chance you dropping me
let me fall, and let me break!
Ill drag my pieces back together
but don't you catch me in your groundless
love.

Till now I wasn't sure if I ever loved anything.

I loved you.

we weren't written in some ancient constellation in the sky
but we configure and connect with cool mellow vibes
like the motion of the sea and the pull of the tides  
and tho we drifted apart over time
i feel your connection moving and swaying over mine
and i know you'll be fine
we'll meet again.

clouds
blue skies
grab me and pull me in
keep me warm
hold my hand
clouds
blue skies

I don't want a heart
If it causes me to feel
I don't want
These tears if they won't allow
Me to drown
no one will understand
My smiles
Are screams for help without
Sound.

the night walked me home
i wasn't anxious to escape
the keen nights blow that
chilled my bone.
so i carried myself
with feeble legs
houses lit like jackle lanterns
the light inside
with shadow figures
drowning all crystal stars
with bottles of liqour.
i walked home

I've tried everything
but not a single thing  
can fill the space you left
faintly killing me
I've written it all
but trash cans full of crumpled poetry wont
empty out these growing thoughts
surrounding friends don't understand
and the morning sunrise had lost its cost.
I stood there empty and watched you walk.

dont become what you promised you wouldnt
your beautiful, this world may not always
see it but the world has always been
the hell it has warned us about and your the
closest to heaven that ill ever be.
so promise you won't forget who you are
and the stars wont leave your eyes.
dont become what the world has warned us
about dont let it tell you your not beautiful
the way you are.