I blame the wind

for whispering your name,

luring me

into the intoxicating

fury of your love

Like a soft cloud
It is surrounding me
My thoughts far away
My heart warm and save
A state of mind
Where happiness and sadness
Cross each others way
And are able to live in peace

hand you my heart
for you to break it

Why do I
believe in all your lies
when you fake it

Why do I
cry out my eyes
I can’t take it

Why do I
even try
I can’t shake it

When will I realize
we’re not going to
make it

I hope you know
that every time I told you I loved you,
it came from deep down inside my heart.

So deep,
that every time I said it,
I could feel my heart ache.

Lord. Haven’t I suffered enough ?
These constantly refreshing images.
Why not just take my life ?
Give me a rest from this cursed life.
No, scarred life.

I don’t want to feel anymore.
I don’t want to love anymore.
I can’t love anymore.
Can’t even hate anymore.

Love is dead in my life,
Not coming back ever.
I don’t belong here, not anymore.

Take me up to heaven,
Heal my scars if you could.
Impossible right ?

There’s a murmuring in the distance,
Followed by the clatter of human existence.
She watches the sway of enlightened trees
As her eyes are pulled into the sight of a forgotten reed.
The music of the buds
Pressed into her ears are
unclear as she breathes
In the scents of her past,
Childhood years.

It's five feet tall and brilliant white.
It is my security.
My comfort zone.
A tidy, convenient barrier
between the darkness
and the world I cherish so much.

I love this fence.
I have worked so hard to protect it.
To keep it pristine.
Why then
am I so tempted
to jump to the other side?

dont be bitter
because im fitter
why hasnt it hit her
he doesnt wanna bang you
Somebody Hang You.

Sometimes it's hard to let go and trust God,
It just feels like nothing is going to work out,
Taking matters into our own hands and taking control gives the comfort of knowing what's going on,
But really it only frustrates.
Leave it to your creator. He holds your destiny in His hands. He has never failed and will never fail.