Jordan Ray

Jordan Ray Mar 2019

Clouds they tease me
Make me believe that
You're still out there
Somewhere better

When they clear
They leave me wanting
More than your name
On a lifeless gravestone

I wanted to rule the world
With you by my side
Dreams come so fast
Then fade away, at a steady pace
Love and cherish
The memories left
On my doorstep
Out in the rain, I hope that heaven has gained; you

#heaven #you #cherish #miss #love

Jordan Ray Mar 2019

Shoulder to shoulder

Watching you dress under the lights,
Another bottle by my side,
I know where you've been,
I know where you've been.

I need a little more serotonin,
If I'm to keep it all in,
Because I know where you've been,
Yes I know where you've been.

I'm still scared to find out why,
You turn your back at night,
When it's getting colder,
We should be shoulder to shoulder.

Staring at a blank wall,
Don't know what you're thinking of,
But it's getting colder,
We should be shoulder to shoulder.

#shoulder #serotonin #secrets #worry

Jordan Ray Mar 2019

Clemency

I'd bleed my heart out on your floor
Strip down 'till I'm just bare bones
You can throw me in the fire
Atleast I'd get to feel your touch again

I'd lay my soul out for your eyes
To see the bruises I feel inside
You can turn and just ignore it all
Atleast I'd get to see your eyes again

I'd take a massive leap of faith
Fall down to the love I crave
You can let me hit the floor
Atleast I'd get to see your face again

I'd give it all to you, my last breath, just to call your name
I'd lose it all for you, lose my mind, just to feel your touch

#mercy #love #giveitall

Jordan Ray Mar 2019

You'll never notice

You'll never notice
That my heart lays heavy on my chest
And that makes it harder

#notice #heart #heavy

Jordan Ray Feb 2019

Your smile

When you're dreaming, you know that feeling you get when you hit the floor after falling from a height?

That's what I get, everytime I see your smile.

#smile #happy #love

Jordan Ray Feb 2019

Out of time

I'm worried that
I spend so much
time thinking
about life.

That I'll
run out
of time
to live
it.

#life #thinking

Jordan Ray Feb 2019

I didn't send them

It's your birthday and I wanted to send you flowers.
But I didn't want to intrude on your little patch of glory.

#flowers #birthday #love #missing