The idea of togetherness
Is warming to most

Though I shall not know this tenderness
The world will be my host

Cold and dark balanced as ever
The call few hear, but the word is spread

“Mama I never--- your boy is dead.”

His impact on nowhere was profound
Hit so hard there was no sound
Left the earth flat where he was found
But you would never know if you were upside down

A dream I wanna have lost to Oregon trails.

   The moon, raging in the night, sunk behind Wyoming mountains and nestled in Tennessee hills.

   As the rain on my best days has certainly faded away.
  
   I see the wind carry on as the lost soul, so weary.

   But fate withers with vigor both the flower and the tree.

   I'm falling.

   Does anyone hear me?

The girl of my dreams claws desperately at the windows of my soul as I impose her will onto canvas, the only time she is free and seen and heard. The only time she is known. I am her chisel; she is my hammer. Necessity is the artist.

Climbing for the light,
Fresh air for the sprite,
Fed by his mother,
Watered by another,
Through heat he lives,
After cold he gives,
Years and years he spreads,
Now, here, no one treads,
Standing tall and strong,
To move his mass no way,
Though most gentle he sways,
To whispers of a song,
For vibrant air he longs,
Delighted by little things,
As a venue for their sing.

I pray she's worth the 8,057 heart wrenching nights, and counting...

I'm done being broken
The unrequited love I've spoken
The nights where the only love I felt was in the drugs I was tokin’
The days I spent making others happy because I was jokin’
But in reality I had gave up hope and just needed someone to listen for a moment.

I'm done being broken
Cause im not
I'm more than the scars
The bruises
The road rash from cruisin’
With those who pushed me out
Cause when I doubt
God reminds me
“Come and find me”
“Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.”
Weak, we thirst for things of odd and in this sightlessness; all these flings rally tattered love upon you.

I'm done being broken
The unrequited love I've spoken
The nights where the only love I felt was in the drugs I was tokin’
The days I spent making others happy cause I was jokin’
But in reality I had gave up hope and just needed someone to listen for a moment.

Just listen
Sense what your missin’
And make it your mission
To make life your ***** and end the wishin’
Cause we're done being broken
So here's to hope and your soul being awoken.

Cause we're done being broken
The unrequited love we've spoken
The nights where the only love we felt was in the drugs we were tokin’
The days we spent making others happy cause we were jokin’
But in reality we had gave up hope and just needed someone to listen, for a moment.

Mama you hurt me so good
You know how to ruin a mood
Like lifting, after you left the hood
And eating with no food

But I,

Have enough love for two
Plus two sticks rolled up
one for me and one for you
I don't know why but it's hard to do
when you know you could
And you know you should
And you know you would


If life were not so..


Bad.

I hate you
I could never say
I need you
So please listen
*******
I never said
I loved you

-Nakai

Yet here I lie at the bottom of the hole I've dug

I can't listen to
Heartbreak music
This one can't do
Hadn't got to use it
Now I'm twenty two
DO NOT LOSE IT

A short expression of my heaviest burden
First impressions, barely got a word in
Last impressions before you'd chosen him
Was we could be thorns on God's roses
Cause we would never part like Moses

Revelations

The story of my life
A book of my lies
But what is life without love
But death in disguise
If I die with our love
We can sing in blue skies

Daydreams while I'm awake
Remember all I want is fake
No closer do we quake
Than the sun and moon
The beauty he can never take

Wrestling dualities
Welcoming reality

Unfortunately

-Luca Ivaldi

Single
I enjoy my own company
But love yours
Along Texas shores
The sun rises
But on your heart
My mind is set
I'm sure mine, yours despises

Two fires far as east to west
Burn in cold so bright like the sun on Earth's crest
Burning the world they detest
And find less to **** and lest
Become one and die

With no one left to watch the sunrise