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Sep 2018 · 344
The Way You Were
Lauren Bloss Sep 2018
The radio plays,
My mind drifting of the freshly fallen snow,
The snow that surrounds me,

My hands placed upon the wheel of the car,
But I feel somewhere else,
Somewhere far away,
Lost in memory,

I gaze upon your gorgeously sculpted features,
The ones I can visualize so vividly in my dreams,
Your eyes as blue as the painted sky,
Just the perfect shade of ocean water in the moonlight,

The snow fell upon your stunningly dark hair,
Glistening as the light shined on your luscious locks,
Defining your perfect edges,

A small droplet descends from my softly glazed eyes,
As I reach out to touch your fair skin,
but I can only feel what is within,
I can only imagine what could have been,
As I realize I may never feel you again,

I may never hear your adorably loud giggle,
I may never see the way you get all blushy when I smile at you,
The way you walk with confidence,
The way you flip your hair,
The way you...are, were,

It's soul-crushing to acknowledge you aren't here,
To come to terms with that fact,
The fact you are no longer here,

However, I know that I will see you again,
I know I will meet your dazzling eyes soon,
I will feel your presence beside me one day,
But for now,
I must wait and breathe on,
Living one day at a time,
Without your love in my life.
It is really difficult to lose someone, This poem sheds light on that struggle.
Sep 2018 · 245
Hidden In The Moonlight
Lauren Bloss Sep 2018
Her eyes were laced,
Laced with pure gold,
Shimmering in the moonlight rays,
So elegantly beauteous in the night,

Her smile shined,
Shined brighter than all the stars in the sky above,
Seeming so real,
Yet it was painted on by an angel,
An angel who wished to hide the demons,
The demons within her,

Her voice hints of mischievous,
Of uncertainty and of mystery,
So soft,
Yet so cracked,

Her thoughts blackened of smoke,
Smoke that poisoned her every waking thought,
Smoke that was so lethal,
So suffocating,
She couldn't take a breath,

Yet those demons,
And those angels,
Hide in the darkness beneath,

Her eyelashes were lengthy,
They blinked in the rhythm of her,
They fluttered as she blinked at me,

As the daylight swooshed in,
The light of honesty showed,
Her eyes no longer laced with gold,
Now they were purely dark,
Purely dull, no shimmer to be seen,

Her smile had washed away,
Her cracked frown now prominent,
Prominent on her exhausted face,

Her voice was full of anxiety,
Hoarse from the fight she's giving,
Soft, yet dark,

Her thoughts were as silent as she,
As silent as she wished to be,
For the pain overtook her,
Held her entire life hostage,

Her mind was the prison,
And she was the inmate,
Paying for the guilt she lived in,
Every second of every day,
Costing her the privilege,
The privilege of happiness,

And so,
In the moonlight,
Try and look harder,
For you may see the pain.
Sep 2018 · 746
Once And For All
Lauren Bloss Sep 2018
The sound of the blistering gunshots pound in my ringing ears,
Bringing on a headache of a thousand wounds,
Impenetrable by the outside force,

The sight of the innocent fallen colors from the opinions of others brought to a vicious reality and physicality that would slaughter the purest of souls,
Bringing fear that is everlasting and never forgotten in my mind that shall remain forever damaged,

The feeling and sense of the souls that hammer my barely beating heart,
My breath burning slower like a fire dying out,
I try and scream but all that would come was a faint and distant shout,

The uttermost terrifying taste of the foul air,
So bad that the puke climbing up to my throat shall retreat before execution,
I mutter to myself This is not fair"

The most agony and torment any individual may be so unfortunate as to experience,
The smell of the rage and the misery filling my nostrils as I try to keep striving for what I have arrived here for,

Before I stand once again I notice the blood on my dirtied and culpable hands,

I fall to the ground so lost that I have forgotten to feel the unforgiving wound in my chest,
The guilt stabbed harder than any bullet ever could and ever would,
And as I took my final breath I vowed to myself,
To never fight over opinion and shame ever again,
Or I shall die once and for all.
This is a metaphor, however, I wrote this to allow you to decide how you interpret it.

— The End —