Waiting again
I just wanna be better than back then

I should've done enough at this age
I shouldn't graveling to the grave

I keep looking at the sky
Why am i still here?

Am i still going to be alive next year?




I just want to make something good.

And maybe my corpse will make the deaf ears ring.

You make me want to smile
In this dark times of mine
Why?

You're so normal but you make me say hi
I don't initiate much but when i see you i feel high
Why?

You seems like a mess but i'm willing to listen
Clean it with you together, it's okay
Why?

You look happy and you make me look happy
Even though i'm not
Why?

I'm still afraid to talk to someone
But i feel like rushing you
Why?

I'll cherish you don't worry
Even though everything is still grim and gloomy

Hey there baby girl you're looking great
I keep looking at you everyday


You're leaving without me that's a shame
Looking for your attention it's not great




I really wish i could make you stay

Your name
It's nice

It makes me smile
and it makes me feel alive

It's Wonderful
Beautiful
Peaceful
Delightful

And i love every single time i say it
I love it

Let me say your name forever
Until i lose all my breath

WORDS WORDS WORDS
Is a beautiful thing
It makes me laugh and makes me weak
Every words has an emotion
A feeling that you want everyone to know
so

WORDS WORDS WORDS

Is the most beautiful thing that was created in this World

You changed me
Made me give up everything in a week

I feel inlove with you in a week
I'm yours and you are mine
We call ourselves stupid and idiot
And laugh at every bad things in life

You said i was worth it
You said i am special

I keep asking if i made you happy and you keep saying yes

I can already feel that you are my future

And i hope i'm your future too

But your past still haunts you
And you left me in there too

But darling i wont give up
Because i know your worth
So please wait for me
Because i'm willing to wait for you

I just want to let you know
That i'm not bad too
I may hurt your heart but i'm willing to hug you with all my might

Because you are my baby
And i want you to feel you
When you talk to me

Sunshine after rain
A sight you want to see
But all you got is rain
So there's no more ecstasy
Bathe in your tears
For there's more to come
Because once the rain stopped
Everything is gone.

Always remember December
You and i talk to each other together
A feeling that i will always remember
Because you and i loved each other

Sadness surround me everyday
But your light makes me happy all day
Although life wants me down
You are there to make me feel alive

A small beacon of light is what you are
And i always want to see you there up in the sky
Even though i am on the ground
I can sense that you look at me like i am with you up there in the sky

So always remember December
For it was our happiest moment together

I went outside for a while
It was so cold and full of life
It made me uneasy for it's been a while

Walking alone in a sea of people
I felt lost
Nowhere to go
Stuck in a place
That no one will know
You need someone
But no ones coming
You cried inside
For no ones helping

And then i went home
It was so cold and empty
It made me uneasy for i am back