You're a blue whale
You can not fly I'm a blue bird I live in the sky You say we can not meet Can not love Till we die But there is a line That collides the sea with the sky A line very fine Yet divine A thin surface Too close to air for whales to find you Too close to sea for birds to find me Keep this our secret Love me On the edges Of our two worlds Love me through the storm Love me when the seas are angry Love me when the winds blow Love me when the ships are sinking And the buildings fall Even if the storms bring death You and i know They are the time our worlds combine Every one will run and hide Hold me Hold me tight Everything will be Allright.
"i love you"
Is at the tip of my tongue Every time you make me laugh You make me laugh Every 6 seconds. "i wish i could kiss you" Is at the edge of my mind Every time you look me in the eye You look me in the eye Every 4 seconds "i will melt or burn or die" Is at the bottom of my heart Every time You're touch pumbs in mine You're touch pumbs in mine Every 2 seconds _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ "I'm happy we're friends again" Is all what falls From my lips Every time that my heart skips My heart skips In an infinite way Through the infinite 1 hour That you're here with me.
If life were not so complicated...
2 years ago
You broke my heart I forgave you 1 year ago You broke my sanity I forgave you 1 day ago You broke my rib When do i stop forgiving you?
I never thought my 3 year boyfriend would end up being a psychotic abuser... I don't know how to not love him though
I stare at a particular star It's light isn't steady It rather flickers. I asked a friend He said it meant That It's been dead For years And years And no one even knows No one notices As long as it still sends it's light Over the hundreds of millions of miles. I asked myself Why he never noticed How it's been a while Since i started to flicker.
How do you share a bed with someone
Share your breakfast with someone Share your thoughts with someone Share your laughs and tears and dreams and past and fears Then meet them someday On a side walk And "stranger-small talk" How do you hide all of that in your pocket How do you shove it down your throat How don't you hug them and cry your lungs out. How did i do that Just last night.
I always wonder how people just un-love someone.. Treat them normally after once having such intensive intamacy
Do not wish for me so much
In your prayers. I will be the biggest nothing That you've touched.
"I never learned how to un-love people"
I told you on a lazy afternoon. A yellow curtain changing the shades of the room that was blue From lilac to green to the colors of the drops of dew. "i cannot love you if you still love him" You told me with a change in your tone "but love can come in so many shapes! I could leave but still care although!" Now the room Is still blue And lilac And green But empty. I am six months into something new But i still never learned How to ever un-love Every heart that i one day knew.
How do you learn to un-love someone you once carried in your heart?