The taste of her lips;
         brings me to my knees,
         where I melt her in my mouth,
         not my hands.

every second spent alone
is one filled with tears
a blubbering mess
when nobody's here
close the door when you leave
i don't want you to hear
i wish i could snap my fingers
and just disappear
and truly its that easy
just the slip of a blade
could take all this
hurt away
in a blink
i'd be free of my pain
but i know that
that is not the way

I have kissed boys

Girls

People in between

But lately I have been kissing bottles

Their lips are colder than yours

But slowly I have realized that the pounding headache when I wake is less hurtful than the shattering in my chest

Yet as these toxins rush through my veins

I can't help but miss the tracing of your fingers along my skin

Miss the numbness of the world when you lie with me

But when I wake I remember that a headache is treated with an aspirin

While heartache

Well if you have a cure for Heartache let me know