Should I be sad

For I love you
You could break me,
You could make me,
You could hurt me,
You can even play me.

Tho I love you even more,
I rendered my heart as a home at no cost,
I traded my happiness for you and My comfort for your pleasure,
My presence you'll crave for,
I trade my time to be with you, and My everything for your something,
At the end what do I get.

When i wake every night the words that ponder my mind are ...
Do I deserve to be happy?
Can good people ever get what they want?
Could i ever be loved the way I want to?

I stare at my blank wall and
All I could hear is my heart beat,
In an empty room as well as my mind,
Should I be sad? for that's the only words that runs down my spine ....
hey
Until I find am answer I'll never stop asking .

Sometimes loving some people is a mistake
Trusting them is a mistake
Learning to live with their wrong Is a mistake...
The painful part is it's a cycle it's something don't stop...
It brings pain that never ends...

what if I give my heart?
will it be enough?
what if I add my time to it?
will you take it?
imagine putting my life on the line for you?
would you love me still .?

if my heart cry's for you
and my body yearns for you
let's say everything craves for you
will you give me a chance.?

let's say I mean every word of mouth
and the actions I put in place
what if I can do everything I promised
will you be mine.?

at all this what if I have nothing
else to offer will you love me for who I am.?
would you...?

I waited for love to come
I wanted it
For the voice in my heart, I waited
For the sound of her footsteps that approached
Like that of a golden flock,
For her smile that melted my heart like the gentle river current

With the radiation from her soul, I could tell how sweet her heart would be...
The gentleness of her skin was so soft and sweet like Olive oil.
Yes I waited

At first sight, I felt like I knew all of her
My heart left its spot and stood by the door to get a better view
My legs, shaking like they had seen an angel
Wait did I say like...
I stood miles away for words could not denote her beauty

For eyes have not seen
And thoughts could not comprehend what my heart was saying
With each pulse, I felt and each breath I took it was like the earth was on hold.

I was lifeless for a while just because my heart left, it stopped to get a closer view...
It came back and said wait for it
I could tell what was inside of her...
A golden heart
A loving soul
A gentle mind
A milky passion

I could tell I was in love already
I knew not her name nor who she is
But I was in love
I took a step closer 😁
but my feet were so cold 😨
While I was waiting,

The thoughts in my head were of
That smile
The fragrance from her body
The gesture in her walk
The person I saw

But I waited...

Goodbye

If loving you was wrong
Then what else is right
If life wants to take you
I'll rather give my heart away instead of yours
If the world wants to stand against us
I'll rather move to the Moon with you.
If everyone says it's not possible.
I'll make it possible ...

For all I need is you and not them...
if you stay I'm safe.
For how possible is it for one to say goodbye to what's engraved in your heart ..?
Could I ever say good Bye..?
When it's standing at my face

Never say hello if you know goodbye is somewhere in sight...
I know the pain may never die...
I cried in the rain just because she said goodbye
I know how it feels to hear goodbye.
😔😔😭😭😭

Find a heart
A heart that binds
A heart that beats
A heart that needs but share
A heart that appreciates

In the deep sea of emotion
In the fall against gravity
You know the soul of a hungry man
That's Yearn for love never changes

Even if I fall against my will
My heart never fades
even if I am beaten
Over and over again
My heart will never die
Tho I may cry
But I laugh in the face of pain
For I'll never give up on love

I find a duty alone..but a future with her
I found a life alone but a world with her
Her heart never hides
Her heart is so large
That she can love me

With a heart that never.........
The possibility never stops...

Words only can't say,
action too can't express more,
Even if the earth is wrapping up,
Maybe the end with you will mean more than the beginning.

If only you will let me be the father of your kid's
and you the mother of mine
Be my woman and I'll stand in as your man till the end,

I would have loved to give you the earth but earth is sick.
But maybe I'll only give you my heart.
Come live in it and pay no rent

😉