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Hello Daisies May 2019
Imagine for a moment
That you're barefoot
Freshly awakened

And in a box
Of nothing
A blank slate

As you look back
You see darkness
Overbearing depth

Is that where you were kept?
Now look forward
Take your first step

You will see it's blank
This is your chance
Take your barefeet and dance

Splash new color
Maybe joy maybe blue
You can make so many hues

You can go slow as you like
Or fast on a bike
It's your time now

Sometimes the dark may follow
Push it back under a cage
Lock it tight

Use your might
You escaped the dark
Show your path some spark

Your colors may not match
Some of the slate
May stay blank

That's ok
Do it your way
Honey, you're here to stay

You'll never go back
So stop looking
No need to attack

Maybe you'll find
Red shoes very divine
Maybe you click them together

And find home in new weather
You'll find your "together"
And be able to rest in forever
Hello Daisies May 2019
I just want to tap dance
Twirling skirts
Fast feet

Tip tip tap!

Going fast
It's gonna last
Forever

Fun music
No worries
Bring others with stories

To dance off
It's art
It's beauty

It's not unruly
Outlaw me
I'm so quick and speedy

Let me move my feet
In the summer heat
Flowers blooming so neat!

Let me shake my bottom
In the flowing autumn
I feel like I'm a blossom

Tippitty tippity tap!

It's a smack
To the ground
With joyous sound

Musical notes fly
High in the sky
Giving hope a try

Swirl into the blue dew
It's harmonious
And delicious

My feet tapping
The beat rapping
Everyone's fingers snapping

Except I'm burning out
I'm draining like a cloud
Energy spewing down

My eyes burn
My ears hear no sound
Words leave my mouth

My head's gone south
To the floor
I can't take this no more

The tip tip tapping

It isn't stopping
It's going too fast
I'm burning out

Taptaptaptap
Taptaptaptap

How is this fun
We all need to run
I'm burning in the sun

The heat blisters my skin
This feels like sin
take off that stupid grin

Let me sleep
Please stop dancing
It's not enchanting

It's loud and piercing
Everything is gleaming
My blood is streaming

Please calm down folks
Stop the obnoxious talks
I'm not insane

I just must restrain
From too much tapping
Because my body starts overlapping
Panic and mania
Hello Daisies May 2019
I feel too much
And it always ends
Stabbing me in the chest

Then I numb myself
To feel less pain
Trying to restrain

Yet this time
I took the risk
I showed my heart beat

Faster faster faster
Ticking ticking
Butterflies swirling

I told you
You were kind
But said you can't be mine

It hurts deep inside
But this time
I'm not going numb

My heart won't let me
It's beating endlessly
Except cruelly

It's been years since I felt
So deeply
Infacuated with another

I never showed my feelings
To someone I wanted
So very dearly

I guess you could say
I'm feeling a bit
Of heartache

It's not traumatizing
But it is agonizing
Slightly terrorizing

I think of you by mistake
It keeps me awake
It's colorful and cute

Then I remember
You said no thanks
Now it's all December

Cold inside me
My heart churns
As I yearn

Yearn to rip me open
And bandage up my swollen
Heart that's been shattered

Shattered a million times
By many different guys
But I think this takes the prize

I saw hope in your eyes
But it's my fault
It was so new and exciting

I was really trying
A bit too hard
Like a worn out ball of yarn

Stringing along
To a new cute song
Patter patter by the paws

Except I always get claws
Stuck inside me
I'm such a dummy

I fall too fast
And too rashly
But lastly

I love too much
Too quickly
For someone always alone
And unsightly
Rejection. Hurts been awhile since it hurt this much but hey I'm used to it is what I amways say yet it hurts more each day
Hello Daisies May 2019
My loneliness is crippling me
Shattered legs sinking
Into the darkest quicksand

The metronome ticking
Steady and heavily
beat ¶¶¶¶ Beat

The door closed
Only shadows consume me
My thoughts scream me to sleep

The ground where I wept
Is my favorite sleeping spot
It's warm to cuddle with

I'm just a sad *****
Crippling and falling
I'm tired of crawling

Let me lay here
Impaled with a spear
Evil spirits always near

I'll smile for the show
None of this is real
Let my skin start to peal

Someone release me
Hello Daisies May 2019
Bitter bitter
Blues and hues
Too bright for me

Crisp crisp black
Truly shows my lack
Of life I live

I wish I was strong enough
To let the red flow
Down my skull

Restless restless
Endless drought
Orange sand burns

Grays all ive known
Sure I've grown
Into a darker shade

I'm done trying to play
If God exists he's been telling
I just never wanted to listen

This is my existence
No pinks or purples
Just melancholy gray

But hey it's okay
I'll keep sinking life away
It's just another useless day

None of this is real
I can't really deal
Maybe if I bleed I'll feel

I cry inside
I bleed inside
But I'm dead outside

If God exists
Please tell me why
You never let me die

I've prayed for it
Almost nightly
It's too unsightly

I miss my mom
as she gets older
I grow even colder

When will this all end
I can't ******* pretend
I have a shred of yellow

Let me Bellow
To the skies
All my cries

Nothings there
Everyones abandoned me
Maybe this is hell

I only know misery
Hi
Hello Daisies May 2019
Despite all the hell
The unspeakable evils
I do not tell

I found hope
I held on tight
Ignoring the obvious *****

I wrote poems of colors
And heart flutters
I tried to stop my stutter

For i thought
Deep down
I finally had a shot

Everyone says it's all in my head
That there's nothing wrong with me
I'll find someone eventually

Take the risk
Make the move
Not all men will treat you like this

Once again vunerable
Once again opened my heart
Once again fell completely apart

At least I wasn't laughed at
Not really enough
To keep me from crumbling

The dark cloud
Of blue despair
Still in my air

Won't let me breathe
Not allowed to love
Only known to bleed

Bleed out pain
And then restrain
Into nothing

Goodbye
I'm leaving again
I'll never find
A lovely friend

So long
I'm not strong
To let my emotions
Belong
Every time ****
To another 21 years alone
I don't even have my mom to cry to
Neat
Hello Daisies May 2019
I'm down
Down
Down
Again again

I'm so sick of this
I'm empty
Except for the pain
Running amidst

Panic attacks
Panic panic panic
Drained
Drained

I don't even have words
It's all the same
I'm hopeless
I'm hurt

Nothing will ever work
It doesn't get better
I'm only getting worse
Life is a fake flirt

Whistling whistling
Hope and love
Never letting me
Touch
The
Pleasant
Colors

I may only dream
But my dreams have become
Nothing but twisted
Trash and ****

They all say I'm.wrong
That I do belong
That someone will love me
I've waited and tried so long

I'm more alone then ever
Maybe I'm meant to be this way
Crying and swaying in pain
Every ******* day

There's no beauty to this
This song has no meaning
Not a good start
Nor ending

A true symphony
To my life
It began empty


And nothings changed
I'm not ok
They told me to take all these pills for it but I don't want to they didn't help before.
You see my life is just **** and I'm alone like completely. Alone. Everyday. As usual.
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