I wanted to sit down and write about how I felt on the inside
but I realized the paper stayed empty and that's exactly how I feel.

Its not because you left me
Its been a few months , and I'm finally getting used to sleeping alone
It's not because you left me
It's because you promised me you wouldn't
You swore up and down to me,
You said you meant every word
"I'll never get tired of you"
Then three weeks later, your packing my bags
I never thought it would hurt like this
Who knew I was capable of this much hate.



            - The girl who you destroyed.

Roses are red
Violets are blue
I'm high
How about you?

What else was there to do?
With the pain and fire you left in me?
I had to make choices;
To find someone who understood
Or let it burn me alive.

The sad part is you already have the light in your eyes;
By someone else
It's hard to forget you
But clearly you've forgotten me...



                - The truth hurts.

Christmas lights aglow in the night
Hot fire-places blazing all cozy and bright
Romance blossoms like a white rose
Icicles reflecting the light as it snows
Santa is coming tonight; Be sure to close your eyes tight
Tree alight as he sneaks in just out of sight
Memories under the tree as he works his magic
Angels of our loved ones looking down all ecstatic
Seasons to lift the spirits of all; Merry Christmas one and all.

You took advantage of me,
Used and abused me,
You misplaced me,
Erased me,
Till this day the thought still eviscerates me,
Hold and told me you would love me,
all you did was scold me.
You abandoned me,
Sickened me,
Until one day you lost me.