Sueño

Sueño Jun 2020

K.

The figure
A beautiful silhouette
Bonded by eyes
Lamented in cement

I leave for the day
Her hair follows me
It feels eerie ,
I just want her near me

The stimulant clears My mind
Her body onto mine
Waiting for her to reach out
Trying to see
What its all about

Now I’m lost
The way she looks at me
I feel like a ghost
She summons when she is alone
New but old lovers, beautiful slumber

And she finally confessed
That my touch is the best
But honey you and I
Are out for blood
And only one of us
Will make it out
But either way
I can’t seem to leave her alone
And We resist emotions

Sueño Jun 2020

18’

Your name

It’s been two years.
And it’s still not clear

It comes to a point
Where I can’t see straight
The name that haunts me
Makes me feel great

I don’t know,
Why it won’t show
The days that I see
I forgot , to take hold
Now I’ve lost me

I stay here sad and alone.
I stay back and move so slow
Today’s high
Was a short one
The sky cry’s
And I feel over thrown .

What’s my issue .
What feels true ?
I can’t tell.
You say I
Don’t speak clearly
This isn’t new

I see you
In my dreams
And I try to speak
Words can’t come out
(And ) I don’t know how
I can live without

I stay here sad and alone.
I stay back and move so slow
Today’s high
Was a short one
The sky cry’s
And I feel over thrown .

It’s not real
I tell myself
It can’t be
No doubt .
But I can’t
Feel it
Now I
See it

It’s been two years.
And it’s still not clear

Sueño Jun 2020

Years past

Festival

Summer night
Dewy sky
Sun sets and bus rides
Brought in
With a smile

We were there
But I was alone
Couldn’t touch you
Nothing to hold

And I felt so lonely
But I just couldn’t see straight
Shared the water together
Had me feeling a different way

Maybe it was the secrets
All the spent time
We did our thing
It was fine
And now I see
How it meant to me
One last touch
The feeling.

I still see it
I’m trying not to
Your complexion
Had me frozen

It was just a dream
But meant much more
The cool summer breeze
By the lake shore
Surrounded by trees

Maybe it was the secrets
All the spent time
We did our thing
It was fine
And now I see
How it meant to me
One last touch
The feeling.

Sueño Jun 2020

Hella

And she said we’d hang again
Yeah we’ll see I guess
Last time I saw her
She was in that yellow dress

I might just see
If I can go without
I see her in all my lovers
What happened to my plan
Undercover
Ruined by your eyes
And they way you loved me
At the end of the day
We could never be .

I saw you after a year.
I tried to replace you
It was very clear.
But then you came and I was struck
All my lies were all *******.
I know you have a lover
And so do I
But I’d drop it all in the blink of an eye.

The cycle is going to repeat its self
I’m not sure why but I need help.
Should I just be alone
Or can I take you
Be my very own.
I miss you
‘Beautiful’
What a fitting name

Sueño Nov 2018

Old

I’ve often been told
By many different souls.
That I’m hard to read
It’s getting old
Enough for me to forget it
Until it comes up again
And again and again.
Is it my glares to the top corner or the room
Or the stale air
Was it because I already told you ?
Worried about my feelings,
But it’s Your actions .
Do you not have any compassion
Or respect for yourself
Sour.
Here’s another number
Take a guess
How I feel
Use your head
Tell me what’s real.
Can’t be looking down
Face glowing Up
Because you can’t talk
Like a ******* grown up
This mind game is too lame
I can’t stand your sad face but
You need a kick into reality
I told one time
Don’t you ever lash out at me
I’m a ******* inside
But I never let it out
I don’t wanna give you
Something to talk about
Everyone’s cool
Until they don’t shout
This is how
The truth comes out

I don’t know

#tags #lost #music #just #notes #high #low #love #myself #be

Oct 2018

abbey

he has a girlfriend

the words spilled from her mouth

here i sit,
as my best friend,
tells me
you have another.

i shouldn’t care.
but i do.

no matter how hard i try,
the poetry for you in which i write,
never ceases.
it just keeps pouring out of my soul.
it sometimes seems as if,
the poetry i write for you is what keeps my heart beating.
what keeps me breathing.

but now, what am i supposed to do?
her?
seriously?
do you think she will love you?
do you really think she will love you?
please tell me.

it’s hard to think of you with another
because we used to be so in love with each other.

it’s been a long time since we last spoke,
but it feels as if all the memories of us i have were just made yesterday.

you have another.
who will never,
ever,
love you in the way i could.

but my question for you is,
will you love her in the way you could towards me?

Sueño Oct 2018

Sin

Confide in me
Cry to me
Or just keep dying silently
Quietly, eyeing me
Steal pieces inside of me

I tried to see
Wildly
How you break me
So I tell myself
This is what she wanted
A boy to see romantically
Another to see casually
Im A friend to you,
A man to another
I cannot help
But I have been smothered
Your tight knit heart
I’m all covered
I know it’s a shame
That it won’t fit right
I’d rather have you here tonight
We say we do
we say we don’t
Our lives have changed
Up in smoke.

I Was given the master plan
I just had to dissect it

#love #friend #red #sad #happy #lonely #wild #fire #cry