I lost myself inside your being
was too emotional, unseeing
what your actions brought,
after all they did turn out to be the things I sought.
I'm back to my old ways and left
insecurity and frightening thoughts
behind. The dots, connected, lots
of training, perfected in a deft
and mesmerizing manner.
Once again I wear my banner
high with pride and modesty as one.
Raise your hand if you still believe,
release your hands from both your sleeves
and get it done.
Decisions never came so easily
choices never were so obvious
I should have never been gone.
I felt blinded by the sun
but the sun was not my enemy
once again I can see.