I love you
throw your arms up
you know well
that I do
I’m just tired. Tired of being broken. Tired of being forgotten. Tired of being used. Tired of feeling lost. TIred of being nothing. Tired of fighting myself to eat. Tired of feeling empty. Tired of feeling alone. Tired of Tired of doing everything for everyone; But getting nothing in return. Tired of being pulled back into this dark place. I’m just tired. Tired of crying.. Tired of breathing.. I’m just so tired..
I guess I’ll never understand
Why you cry yourself to sleep
Why you look in the mirror
To see one missing piece
What must I do to help you
When I’m not around...
You are complex, hard to read
At some point, you have to realize
Some people stay in your heart
But can't stay in your life
Such is how live works
Love, a fickle mistress
Love, hate, one cannot exist with out the other.
For to love, one must hate
To hate, one must have loved
To love, is to set yourself up to fall
To fall in such a way, you may never get up
For see? You fall in love, and it's a trap you never escape
This year's Valentine's was brutal, let's leave it at that.
His tattooed arm around my waist.
His curly red hair and his black eyes.
He's my recurring nightmare, my daydream.
He's not real, but I feel I'm with him every second of the day.
My bed, where he lays, he calls my name.
He tells me to dream and plays with my hair.
I fall into sleep, but he's still there.
There's no escape from the one I love.
Let it end, now
I break the connection between you and I
I remove your power over me
The trouble is I care too much
And so I have let you rob me from me.
I let you take away the words i wanted to say.
The things i would've liked to have.
The things I need.
I'd like to say I don't care for you
But I can't help to care.
You promised forever.
It's human nature don't you see
Well for me it is anyway,
I don't know what you are anymore.
I feel the pain
as it swarms around me
but your eyes
like burning embers
they welcome me
I don't feel it any longer
that pain has subsided
The secrets I have held
inside of my heart
for only you to know
begging for you to know them
feel the honesty in every syllable
I am yours
you are mine
I will never run out
of love for you
your hand to hold
my heart belonging to you
I just want to be yours
for as long as you love me