I drive my self crazy with the thoughts in my mind,
The things I shouldn't want, things I should leave behind.
I find myself pacing back and forth in this room,
Just realize I created my own doom.
She said I was different, someone she could love.
I kind of liked being held, right there up above.
All I can think of is the things I shouldn't have said,
And most of the time I feel brain dead.
They said I did it right, said she was always bad.
Then why am I the only one hurting and sad?
Now I've apologized and I'm not surprised,
I got no response from the girl with piercing eyes.

A day unlike today.
The fresh fallen snow ,
The sparkling in my lovers eyes.
I want to be with Her forever
Even if we only make it to seventy.
The love, the beauty of a woman in my life.
The only thing that separates me from the rest.
Is her.
Those eyes,
Those lips,
The way she loves me and only me.
Its spectacular.

The breathing
The beating
The sweaty skin
The love
the laughter
The position I'm in
I'm alive
I'm dead
I'm here to stay
No worries
No comments
I'm fading away

The girl Ive seen ,
The girl I know,
The girl thats cold,
As cold as snow.
She haunts my dreams,
She won't go away,
Tearing at my misshapen face.
I know I'm here,
Alone at last,
To sit and think ,
Of the girl of my past.