How much do you want me to do?
How much will be enough?
When will it stop?
When can I just...
Stop?

i ask her why she stays out in the rain
yet my clothes are drenched in water

I used to think
That there’s nothing
More painful,
More unbearable
Than losing
Someone you love
To someone else.
Turns out,
Losing yourself
to the person
You love
Is much much worse.

I’m sorry.

I ended us today.
I never knew that you'd hurt me this way,
that you'd lie to me,
that you'd break my heart.
He said that you had a girlfriend.
But you said you loved me.
You said you wouldn't leave,
but here we are,
broken-hearted
with acid tears streaming
down our cheeks,
thoughts of death flitting through our heads.

Sometimes not saying anything at all
Has just as big an impact then pouring your heart out and leaving it all on a blank page to be seen...

If you only knew about this wicked roller coaster ride that happens inside of my head always going at full speed....

Oh wait, you do....

If you read any of my poetry....