Don't you worry, my love, I'm doing just fine.

I smile all day and I take my tablets at night.

I talk all day and I flood my pillows at night.

Don't you worry, my love, I'm perfectly fine.

̶"̶i̶t̶ ̶d̶i̶d̶n̶'̶t̶ ̶w̶o̶r̶k̶"̶ ̶



"𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙞𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙩𝙧𝙮 𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙙 𝙚𝙣𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝"

Pain,



               Love,
      



                      Pain,



                                   You


     .

Maybe in a parallel universe,
Im still laying in your arms.

Crying, in your chest,
Asking you to take me far far away.

After making sweet sweet love...

I came across your scent today....

I unintentionally put it on myself.

It's still my favorite smell.

To smell like you.

From now on. I will use this scent until It doesn't remind me of you.

I'm a fool to be typing this out. I know you're doing good without me. I know you're taking all the anger out at the gym. I think I saw you drive past me last night. Or so I wished.

I hope you're well. I hope your dreams seem closer now. I hope you're at peace, Knowing that you don't have one crazy girl to be forced to text or call every day. At peace with your phone switched off, focusing on your work how you said things would be if I hadn't walked into your life.

I've typed this out, Knowing I can't hit the send button. Knowing I'm going to delete this anyways.

I'll always love you. I stopped hoping to stop loving you. I love you still. And always will.

I added water into my dehydrated body.

Just to cry some more.