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The war between mind and heart,
Blood flows in form of tears
I should have done this
But what I did is right
I cant close my eyes
disturbing light of starts
The world is against you
but you should have your words
I cant control the others
But should care my owns
They tried to broke into the pieces
Where should I go leaving you
When I can't take breath without you.
 Aug 2015 Diva Irin
C E Ford
It's a somber feeling
when the winds of autumn come slipping through the gaps
under your front door.
They sneak in, like the smell of unsharpened pencils,
and slip on like new jeans bought for the new year.
It is during autumn
that life truly starts again.
Summer's sleepless nights
give way to the October winds
that make you twirl and dance in your kitchen
with windows wide open.
It roses your cheeks with the mornings of November,
warms your soul with the mouthfuls of coffee
on the August nights when your books have not yet been creased.
And as your highlight the texts
and the memories of friends' faces lit by orange fires,
remember that autumn is your season of purpose;
Its winds promise the turning of new leaves;
its day promise new adventures,
And its chill will rattle your bones
and awaken the sleeping siren
that summer always leaves forgotten.
I'm a little rusty, but this bitty kept burning in my gut.
A teardrop falls down my cheek
I do apologize for looking so weak
I'm just really stressed, I don't know where to turn
this week has been hell yet full of lessons I had to learn
There has been so much drama here lately
I can't concentrate on life
All I think about is cutting myself
whenever I see a knife
I am smoking cigarette after cigarette
just to stay calm
Reality hits me so I cry again
because everything is going so wrong
Everyone is breaking up
Everyone is freaking out
People are spreading rumors about situations
they know nothing about
Friendships are ruined
couples they fight
I do all that I can to keep my pain out of sight
I don't know what is happening
I can't control what goes on
I wish these conflicts were shorter
their taking too long
I want life to be good again
I want everyone to get along
I just want my best friend back...
WRITTEN BY: Mandie Michelle Sanders
WRITTEN ON: April. 20, 2011 Wednesday 12:00 P.M.
I believe in the term "Anything Is Possible"
I believe you can make something positive out of a situation that is terrible
I believe that with hope and prayer lives can be saved
I believe that miracles happen each and everyday
I believe true love lasts forever even if you're young
I believe you become stronger when you don't listen to everyone
I believe in the goodness of people even after a broken heart
I believe that greatness is born after something falls apart
I believe you can still be a kid even though you grow up
I believe in dreams coming true if you do your best not to give up
I believe God has your back even though you can't see his face
I believe everyone is special despite their religion and their race
I believe in going to heaven after a person dies
I believe it is 100% okay to cry and not know why
I believe I can change the world
I know I can't do it on my own
I believe in friendships
I know that I am never alone
WRITTEN BY: Mandie Michelle Sanders
WRITTEN ON: April. 21, 2011 Thursday 12:09 P.M.
 Aug 2015 Diva Irin
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Hunger
 Aug 2015 Diva Irin
Graff1980
Brown honey drops drip on her tongue
To heal such heated hunger
The lemon twist squirted
The salted meat and bitter brew
Easing the gnawing beast
Feasting on her lack of food
The tiny face drawn in hunger
Looked lovingly like an angel to me
Red lips bleeding from the needing
A harsh blush brushing her skin
Phlegm rattling
Like a death toll
As the bell cracks but still tolls
Fantasies of chicken legs and buttered rolls
Rack her fevered brain
Today will be the same
Dreaming of something delicious
You tell me that my hair is too dark
perhaps I should lighten it up
You tell me you don't like how I act
I'm sorry I really don't give a ****
You tell me my band shirts are disgusting
I should try to wear more pink
You say I will never get anywhere in life
I really don't care what you think
You tell me my friends are immature
I should get friends my own age
You say I walk funny, you say I laugh too loud
who really cares anyways
You tell me that I am stupid
you say my life is a waste
If you don't like who I am or how I act
then get the hell out of my face
You can say whatever you want
I think I am just fine
I don't want to be friends with somebody
who is negative and constantly whines
You may say that I am ugly
I think I am beautiful the way I am
Keep talking the way you are
because once again I do not give a ****
WRITTEN BY: Mandie Michelle Sanders
WRITTEN ON: May. 4, 2011 Wednesday 11:38 A.M.
I remember the day that you died
you took a part of me I will never have again
Not only were you my lover
you were my very best friend
We did everything together
our worlds were complete
We made each other happy
by dancing to our own heartbeats
When you told me you were sick
I thought you would be okay
I thought we would go together
but you went to heaven without me that day
You slipped away in your sleep
while I held your hand tight
I prayed for you to wake up
but you never did that night
I cried for hours when you left
I was scared to let you go
I laid by your side and whispered
all of the things I thought you needed to know
I told you that I loved you
more than I loved myself
I told you that you were all I ever wanted
I never wanted anyone else
I kissed your lips one last time
they were cold and a little gray
When they took you from the room wrapped in a sheet
I quickly got on my knees to pray
I asked God why you had to go
I wanted you to come back
but I realized that this is reality
there was nothing I could do about that
I sit here and think about that day
it still brings a tear to my eye
I look up at the stars at night
I see you shining in the sky
It wasn't my time to go yet
that is something I had to accept
I know that you're still by my side
your soul hasn't quite left me just yet
WRITTEN BY: Mandie Michelle Sanders
WRITTEN ON: May. 5, 2011 Thursday 11:58 A.M.
Swaying on the swing set in the warm summer breeze
I close my eyes and smile
I love days like these
Days at the park are priceless
I let my mind go free
I dance as the leaves make music
I run feeling the cold grass on my feet
I sit on the bench and watch others live their lives
I am in awe with what I see
There are no celebrities walking the red carpet
I see average people like you and me
I come to the park to escape the teenage life
whenever I'm here I feel like I am four again
No girl is judging me or my clothes
no guy is calling me a *****
As the sun touches my skin I feel a warmth that can only come from love
I think about the scars on my arms
I cry until I have had enough
I get up and I spin in circles again
with each circle I make a piece of my past falls off of me
and that moment becomes a brand new day
WRITTEN BY: Mandie Michelle Sanders
WRITTEN ON: May. 9, 2011 Monday 11:45 A.M.
 Aug 2015 Diva Irin
Mitch Prax
The worst pains
are worse than
the best pleasures
are good
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