I wish I could silence the voices in my head, filling it with lies and hateful things.
Making every day just another I dread, and worrying about the evil it brings.
Words of  hate and lies, it's always trying to ruin me.
Every night with tears that fill my eyes, in a life I don't want to be.
Wishing this night would be my last, and not to be here in the morning.
Being flooded with memory's of the past and all the evil things I already seen.

Break my bones;
cut my throat.
Pull me open,
learn the ropes.

Breath me in;
taste the fear.
Shank my skin;
stand and cheer.

Kick my head;
let me bleed.
Unbolt my veins;
enjoy the read.

Gouge my eyes;
punch my face.
Wrap me up
in your embrace.

Don’t outgrow me just yet
Don’t ever forget
I was here at your darkest
I’ll never regret
The love I give you
Please stay true
To us
I know it’s mutual
Whether you say it or not
It’s the best that I’ve had
And I’ve had a lot
I know that sounds bad
I can’t help but be true
You’re my favorite person
The way you have been
I’d try for forever
If you’d try again  
We are so good together
Please don’t change to someone new
I love the person you are
I really love you
                         -kmarie

No matter how many times
the voice in my head comes up
with reasons to leave
my heart whispers
“Stay. Don’t give up.”

And I will whisper into my palms what I cannot say to you.
Because even though my heart knows you care,
My mind will not believe it.