We don’t see the carrots to be cut,
We see the sharp knife that could cut us.

We don’t see the bridge,
We see the other side of the railings.

We don’t see painkillers,
We see medication we could drown ourselves in.

We don’t see the train,
We see the tracks we could lay on.

We don’t see the nice view,
We see the cliff's edge we could jump off.

If you ask someone the question

What's the most important thing to you in your life?

You might get many answers

Boyfriend or Girlfriend

Husband or Wife

Mom or Dad

Brother or Sister

But if theirs anything I've learned

The higher I place God on my priorities list

The more I love everyone and everything In my life

The more I love Christ

The more I love her

I want my God to always be my number one

Sometimes I don't put him as my fist priority

It makes me so sad

But we all must try

When He is number one

I grow closer to him

Is what we are

Broken people

With problems and issues

Yet with the power of God's grace

We can become unstoppable

Count down the days, dear, Until I fall into place here.
I will be upstairs til then, looking for new ways to process the old days.

Gift wrapped and red penned, I wish I could stay here.
Call off the search on me now. You know where I'll be found. (6 feet underground) Darling just look down.

I knew I'd find you here, It seems all so clear just like your favorite song. ringing for o so long. I know you had to go but I didn't think it'd be so soon.

Count down the days, dear, until I fall into place here.
beside you now. beside you now.

maybe i hate you, maybe i love you.
maybe i couldn’t have the courage to say this to you,
mabye this isn’t that deep.
maybe i love you
maybe i love you
maybe, you, could love me too.
but maybe, we may be together.
maybe, one day. but until then we could dream about each other.

When I was little
I was scared
Scared of the monsters living under my bed
I used to hide, under my blanket
Under my blanket, I was safe
The monsters couldn’t reach me under my blanket

My parents used to say
The monsters would go away
I would grow up and that then they would leave

But I grew up
And the monsters didn’t leave
Turns out my monsters, grew with me
Now instead of under my bed
The monsters live inside my head

So I hide, under my blanket
Where I think I am safe
Wondering if after all this time
My blanket can still keep the monsters at bay

love
is
a lantern
that
burns
inside
your heart
what
guide us
through
the fog
and
i
still
burn for you