Im shaken awaken by how Im screaming
Running from my demons, God woke me right before they killed me
I dont understand the purpose but I know he has a reason

  Well God if you dont mind me asking, send me more angels
See...Lucifer is wilding and he got it out of me,
You know the thing my soul struggles to keep out
While my flesh fights to keep it in

  God I know you got me but sometimes it's hard to keep believing
Im tempted by all these tainted temptations
Quickly losing my mind, followed by sleep deprivation

  You see, I had a dream I went to Heaven and saw Satan
Lord help...please, I cant do this on my own
Over stressing intertwined with depression
Now vulnerable to the world's diluted deceptions

  Lord, what are you trying to teach me?
Can we please cheat on this lesson?

alive
but trapped

dead
but free

the choice is yours

the fear of falling apart~~~~~

sway
swing
swoosh
SLAP*
gray skies
blackened soul
green nature
but not the green that is alive,
but the kind that is dead.
rusty,
brownish,
grayish,
green.

Twinkling stars shine
brightly in the cloudy sky
dancing by the moon.

Though the stars do die,
others take their place in the
cloudy moonlight sky.

When the stars die they
fall to the earth like a flame
then crash. Stars now dull.

So that is how the
cycle goes: Shine, fall, crash, die.
But new stars can form

How those we care about must feel so neglected !
For we live our lives like a rambling whirlwind, and only the whispering tail ends brushing past through theirs momentarily reminding them who we are, and how much we mean to each other, this whispering wind that softly rustles through the bulrushes and reads making sweet music from nature itself is no less important than its great big brother, but if we slow down we can hear their sweet music if we'd just listen,
Make time for those you care for! Even if it's just a quick hi or a silly joke let them know you there and haven't forgotten!
Before our lives are gone and and we just memories to be blown away by the whirlwind TIME !


I CARE !
YOU MATTER !
YOU ARE SO AWESOME !
I MISS YOU !

Cant see through the emotion for sense !!
Can't make sense of it all and then I try and it's when it rips through me like a hurricane , how did I allow this again how did I let you in , now I don't know the way out !

All I know is there is only emotion and no sense can't see through the emotion as if it's a cloud so dark, I can't see any light how dismal they call this emotion love, well I know our minds feel the same emotion in good or bad but then is there any good ?

Is there love? dose it exist ? Or is it our way of selling ourselves off for a sad song in our playlists?
How can we see through an emotion that's a lie we created ?
What dismal cloud , suppose That's what we call life oh let's live it!  
Wow what a sad song !

She comes to me as wildfire
Consuming all I have to give
TIME she take it all
It's mine to give
Yet I have so little control

I take a step back and realize
It's mine
Oh wow
I grasp the depth
The reality that it's ripe
It's there for me

To Cultivate
To nurture
To appreciate
To reap
Oh destiny your mine

I boldly remember
Who I am

I'm awesome!

I'm blessed by by the best
How fickle of me to let that slip
I'm backed by the greatest ever !


JESUS MY SAVIOR

OF COURSE YEAH


Warren johnson