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jesse packard Jul 2023
In nature's tender grasp, a rose unfolds,
A symphony of grace, a tale to be told,
Its petals, like whispers, soft and light,
In delicate beauty, they take their flight.

A delicate rose, a marvel to behold,
Its fragility, a story untold,
Yet within its vulnerability lies,
The strength to bloom 'neath open skies.

Each petal, a canvas, painted with care,
A masterpiece of nature, beyond compare,
As gentle as a lover's touch,
Its beauty is enchanting, oh, so much!

A blush of pink, a hint of red,
A delicate rose, its colors widespread,
In morning dew or twilight's embrace,
Its allure shines with heavenly grace.

As time weaves its tapestry, days go by,
The delicate rose, it too will sigh,
But in its fading glory, it imparts,
A lesson of beauty, engraved in hearts.

So cherish the moments, the joys it brings,
Like a delicate rose, life's ephemeral wings,
In each fleeting bloom, love's message is clear,
Embrace the beauty that's ever near.
jesse packard Aug 2014
Is this a dream i live everyday?
To be with you every night,
and watch the sunlight die.
with the beautiful pink sky.

To watch the beautiful sky with you.
Is the only thing i look forward to,
and the only thing i want to do.
I Love You my beautiful sunset,
that's all so true.
jesse packard Jul 2014
Your eyes are like a rolling inferno.
As I stare into them i feel something eternal.
The most beautiful eruption of my heart.
You give my love a kick start.
You have such eyes of wonder.
They look like pure thunder.
In sky's of such beautiful blue,
and as amazing as morning dew.
Teasing the God's to sing something new.
God could not work more true.
Then to make someone as beautiful as you.
jesse packard Jul 2014
We sat in a bar
We got stinking drunk
We left in my car
Were both full of *****

We drove through the night
Both talking some trash
I ran a red light
Head on was the crash

I lay in the street
The blood would not stop
A beer by my feet
Approached by a cop

Body was shaking
Heart dropped when he said
"Ain't no mistaking
Your best friend is dead."

I was arrested
*** put in a cell
Strength was then tested
In suicide hell

Very next morning
Inside a Courtroom
People were mourning
I shared in their gloom

I looked at his Mom
Eyes teary and sad
Her world without charm
I knew she was MADD

"I am so sorry
Through hell I will trudge
I wish it were me
May God be my judge."

I have no defense
I'm going away
Jail's one consequence
I sadly must pay

The price it will cost
It's steep as can be
I carry a Cross
Too heavy for me

I sit in my cell
I see your son's face
In suicide hell
I constantly pace

My heart can't go on
My soul has no *****
My best friend is gone
Because I drove drunk.”
my friend wrote this because this happened to him
jesse packard Dec 2014
I have a few words to say about this bullying that is going on in school's these days. So here goes.

Hello my name is Jesse Packard I am 21 and I was bullied everyday in school and in my regular life. I was in a deep dark time in my life while in school cause I had one friend and everyone... And I mean EVERYONE picked on me because I was short and I was a special needs child. I found that the only thing that would make life better was to **** myself and just leave my loved ones. So I tried but every time I tried all I could see was my family.

At school most of the kids hit me and most of the teachers said horrible things about me. Like how I was going to be nothing and I was gay, and how my family didn't even care that I was alive. I got tired of it and I told a teacher that if he told me I was " to ******* ******* to get my GED" one more time that he would not like the outcome. The next day in first period he walked up to me and said it again. So what did I do I let my anger get to me and I decked him in the face and broke his nose. I then walked out of the school told them all to go to hell. My parents were mad but I told them what happened and my dad hugged me and told me he was proud of me for the first time in my life.

Look at me now I have my GED and I have the job I have been dreaming of. To say that bullying was a good thing I can't do but if it wasn't for it I would not have strived so hard to show everyone that I was going to do what I said I was going to do. I love my family, and most importantly I love my gf and my 5 month old baby boy. I will keep on striving to make an amazing life for my boy and my girl. I will sacrifice all just to know that they are doing well. And my dad told me he was proud of me for the second time when my boy was born. I will never stop giving to my family and I will love them.

I have done everything for my girl and baby boy because I never thought that my love for her and him would knock away all the pain from being bullied in school. I know that this is the girl that I'm going to marry because make me feel like I am enough and nothing less. So if you are being bullied please send me a Private message if you would like to talk about it with a person who knows exactly how you feel.
jesse packard Sep 2014
i feel my life slipping away
i feel my heart is not going to stay this way
i go through so much pain everyday
as my heart slips in to a coma
having heart problems ****
jesse packard Jul 2023
In the heart of Rio's rhythmic nights,
Where samba swirls in carnival lights,
There danced a Latina with a magic spell,
Her name, Maria, like a sweet caravel.

In her arms, a daughter with eyes so bright,
An emblem of love, a guiding light,
Together they swayed, a waltz divine,
In the tender embrace of love's design.

Enchanting Samba Dreams, the name they knew,
For when they moved, the world would view,
Maria's smile, a beacon of grace,
In her presence, all found a sacred space.

Her laughter, like music, filled the air,
A melody that banished every care,
With every giggle, a symphony played,
A joyous symposium that never decayed.

Her daughter's eyes, like stars above,
Reflecting the depths of a mother's love,
In them, Maria saw her own soul,
A testament of a love that made her whole.

Through moonlit nights and sunlit days,
Their bond, unbreakable in countless ways,
Enchanting Samba Dreams, forever they'll be,
A tale of love, for all to see.
jesse packard Jul 2014
sitting here looking at a star
on the hood of my car
thinking about a scar
that you left on my heart
you left holes, and i fell apart
i told you we could never have a restart
because i am not state of the art

you told me i was a ***
and said i would live in the slum
but i know im more like a ripe plum
waiting for the person to wipe off your ****
and pick me up like a delicate plum
i know that i am not all that big
but i know the person will say yum
not sure what to think please let me know what you think thanks jesse
jesse packard Jul 2014
good morning beautiful
Only I can see your wonderful
can't believe it's  so plentiful

Everything you do is so magnificent
I can't even rhyme with ificent
To think its you I love so true
And no star can shine as bright as you
So good morning to you
Idk I was in a rush
jesse packard Jul 2014
Goodnight to all and have some laughs
This man of me has to sleep
So i bid you a due
To say goodnight and sleep with a Jew
Sweet dreams to all
And may wishes upon a star come true
goodnight sweet dreams i love yall and thanks for the support i have gotten on this site. with out yall i could never have told my girl how i felt about her.
jesse packard Aug 2014
I hate the way you say you care.
I hate the way you smile and stare.
I hate the way you love me so much.
I hate the way you wont let me touch,
you'er heart.

I hate how you brush your teeth.
I hate how you see underneath,
my hate to see my love.
I hate you so much i can scream.
I hate you like i hate ice cream.

I hate when you say i cant love you.
I hate myself for wanting you to.
I hate
I hate
And I hate some more
To see you with him.
I hate myself for loving you more.
i was just told i could never make my love happy because she already love another guy.
jesse packard Nov 2014
I don't know whether or not I'll live long.
I don't know when I'll be gone.
But as long as I have you.
I know God will bare down upon us.

              So I'll ask this question......


               Will you marry me.
                            Check
                               Yes.
                                 or.
                                no
jesse packard Jul 2014
i love you for the amazing things you do.
i love you as much as one can love another.
i love you and she make my heart flutter.
i love you and only you.
you stick to me like gorilla glue.
know that you draw all the air from my lungs.
as i turn blue just know I LOVE YOU.
jesse packard Aug 2014
i lost my girl for the one that i loved
i miss feeling like a floating dove
i miss the stuff she loved
i miss the way she talked of love
i miss everything she does
i miss the one i love

im sorry i lost that spark
im sorry i went in the dark
im sorry about stuff i said
im sorry i did not show my love
im sorry that i miss you so
but as i said ill love you till the day i die
jesse packard Jul 2023
In the realm of beauty, there she stands,
A Latina queen with gentle hands.
Her precious daughter, a precious pearl,
Together, they form a radiant whirl.

Her smile, a sunburst in the sky,
Makes me feel like a child so spry,
With joyous heart and laughter sweet,
In her presence, life feels complete.

Her eyes, like morning dew so pure,
Glistening on grass, a sight to allure,
They hold a depth, a universe untold,
In their depths, my heart finds its stronghold.

Her grace, a dance of colors bright,
Like blossoms that adorn the night,
With every step, a rhythm flows,
Enchanting all wherever she goes.

Her heritage, a tapestry grand,
Woven with love, across the land,
A rich culture, a vibrant hue,
In her veins, history rings true.

Her love for her daughter, strong and clear,
A bond so pure, nothing to fear,
She nurtures, guides with tender care,
Their love, a treasure they both share.

With every passing moment, I find,
Her essence fills my heart and mind,
Her presence, a gift from above,
This beautiful Latina woman I love.
This is not the name of the woman I wrote this for.
jesse packard Nov 2014
Her eyes are more magnificent than the Summer Sun.
And more brilliant than the winter sky.
Her hair flows like the rolling mountains.
And has more color than Northern Lights.
Her lips are red like an Apple.
And sweeter than a peach.
Her soul is rich and full of life.
And her personality is larger than life.
Her body is curvy like a beautifully landscaped roads.
And more beautiful than Yellowstone.
To see the beauty in one you most see everything.
Not just one thing.
I love you babe and want you to know that.
There is nothing that will change the way I see you....
jesse packard Jul 2014
i **** at poems so this i write
to be at your bed side tonight
not for a one night stand
but to be with you for the rest of my life

i hope you know that this true
for i want to be with only you
i know ive yelled till my face was blue
im sorry i have not been there for you
but im trying to get my life towards you

babe im sorry, and i still love you
because god made nothing more true
than my love for you.
jesse packard Nov 2017
I lead myself to greatness.
Though it shall never come.
To leave this world of vastness.
When i'm dead and gone.
jesse packard Dec 2014
I see this person so full of cheer.
I see this person who ordered a beer.
I see this person with a beautiful smile.
I see this person who would walk a mile.
I see this person with two hearts to hold.
I see this person who can't stand the cold.
I see this person that looks at me.
I see this person with eyes of glee.
I see this person through thick and thin.
I see this person who wants to win.
I see this person I want to be.
I see this person I will never be.
I see my body in the mirror.
I see this person so full and bright.
I see this person in my bed at night.
I see him all the time, but sadly I can never be
jesse packard Aug 2014
Morning is so dear.
It is so hard to hear.
With all the birds so loud.
And the sky so full of clouds.
The sun is full and bright.
My house is so full of light.
With all white walls.
It lights up all the halls.
I hate to say i don't like mornings,
because i wake up without you here.
I don't like mornings I hate them in fear.
To say mornings are beautiful is an understatement.

But i like sunsets to be honest,
because i can always watch them with you.
jesse packard Jul 2014
My love for her runs so deep, It is hard for me to even sleep.
Every time I see your eye, All I want to do is cry.
I hope she will know how I feel as the days go by.
I wonder if we could be together for years to fly by.
She is the Abbot to my Costello and the apple of my eye.
The straw to my berry, The clouds that reach way up high.
She is the melody to my song, the heart to my beat.
The one who supports me when facing defeat
The one who shines throw my darkness, and makes it all so clear.
Thinking of you makes me want to shed a tear.

Jesse Packard
jesse packard Jan 2022
She is poised and passionate
She is beautiful and loving
She has my heart and soul
She is my wife and partner
She will be happy and safe

Living with our son and me
I have a lot to do
To get ready for you
We will have a place
If you just trust me

In the time we've been apart
it has hurt my heart
I don't want hunter to grow up without
His father and mother
jesse packard Dec 2014
What is with the Chinese or whatever writing it is going on in this place?
jesse packard Dec 2014
so i have had a friend make i poetry site for my poems yall should check it out http://poemsbyjesse.weebly.com/
jesse packard Jul 2014
i'm not to bad, to be with you
i'm not to bad, for being true
i'm not to bad, to fall through
i'm not to bad, with a kazoo
i'm not to bad, to stick with you
i'm not to bad, with a tattoo
i'm not to bad, out of the blue
i'm not to bad, cause i love you
well im not sure if i quite like this one but i posted it to see if anyone likes it.
jesse packard Jun 2018
Oh Loo, sweet loo.

How I long for you.
After my morning coffee,
When my gut starts to move.

Oh loo how I long for you.

As I sit on your plush covered seat,
to take a morning poo.
I notice that you are so sweet,
waiting for my number two.
Oh loo how I long for you
jesse packard Jul 2014
As we stare at the stars.
We look at Jupiter and Mars.
I look at you, and you look at me.
I see again such wonderful beauty.
I get on one knee. and ask will you marry me.
You say YES with tears filling your eyes.
I put the ring on you'er finger,  and say what a surprise.
As the starlight dies, I kiss you ever so gently.
And i ask what will you'er mom think.
You reply "she will be happy i met a man like you".
this i how i  hope the proposal will go. lol
jesse packard Nov 2017
Psilocybe mushroom you are the best.
in death there is life, as a psilocybe.
You conquer all that is around you,
and fill my mind with craziness.

To think you are so small, and pack such a punch.
With you're purple brown spores,
and youre wavy margins and a pellical draped over you.
A stalk so small and strong to hold you're weight.

I think the way you work, makes me a better man.
Remembering the stuff I lost long ago.
thank you my little tiny friend,
but I have to go.
jesse packard Jan 2015
The grass is green and tall.
And the trees are all so brilliant.
The birds sing the spring Time melody.
With there baby's so high up in a tree.
As sping fades to summer.
The days are long and hot.
The sun baking down with powerful rays.
And the ground all warm and hot.
Lying on the beach as the days start to cool.
Changing from summer to fall.
And of course we can't forget about Autumn.
The days are cool and refreshing.
With amazing vibrant colors.
The leave's change from green to red.
And the sun sinks in the sky quicker.
The days become shorter.
And the nights become longer.
As we pass into winter all bundled up in clothes.
To keep warm for the ice and snow.
People play as they did when they were kids.
In beautiful white fluffy snow.
We are middle of March and start again.
With spring rolling in and the rain falling down.
To be with the sun high in the sky.
jesse packard Jan 2015
I
wear shoes
I'll never fill

What do
I wear
Them for?

If ill
Never
Fit them.
jesse packard Sep 2014
my dad used to say,
Sticks and Stones may break my bones,
but words will never hurt me.

Well i say to this little poem.
You talk words that dont mean a thing.
because you want to hurt someone with words that are cheap.
Also you are to lazy to create something so you feel good putting people down.
To say that you are a nice person i can not condone.
for i may be stupid and crazy at times.
but i am the nicest person you will ever meet.
so i tell you the same thing when you try to put me down.
and i hold my head up high, because your words are cheap and weak.
and also frowned upon. So thank you for your words they make me strong.
jesse packard Jan 2015
I walk the street, and all I do is weap.
For all I see is anger, and haetred.
People stuck sleeping and eating on the street.
I see them begging for money on the corner.
Just to get one meal for the day.
I don't like watching good honest people.
Down on there luck asking, but no one helps.
It makes me mad , and all so sad.
All I can think of is.
What if this was me or my loved one.
Would any one help?
Will I have food today?
Why will no one give me a chance?
Is it because I am down in a hole?
I see this everyday, I try to help when I can.
But its not enough. Alli can think of is.
Why will no one help the ones in need.
Ya they might not have jobs but if I can help.
Wheather it be $1 or a place to stay.
I know how it is, I don't wish any that.
So if I help, that means more people can.
I barely make enough to hold myself afloat.
I see my heart sinking like a boat.
Every time I see amazing people.
Eating off the street, and sleeping under a bridge.
As I walk down the street all I do is weap.
jesse packard Jan 2015
As I stare into your eyes.
I see the holy Grail.
Into darkness the sunlight dies.
I know my heart is weak and frail.

My heart says it will never work.
My mind says it will offer mercy.
I see your quite and clear smirk.
As I already know I am unworthy.

My heart hurts and longs for you.
Now that you know how I feel.
I can see the hatered on you too.
For I found how to heal, and deal.

No need to surrender.
My heart is unhurt.
You can have the constent indever.
Because you stepped me into the dirt.
jesse packard Jul 2014
thanks for your support,
because without you,
i would be a random haiku,
although this is not a haiku,
i still thank you,
lol i made this for all the people supporting me on this site.
jesse packard Aug 2014
I feel like she has no clue I'm even here.
I feel like she see's past me and looks at the one who is near.
I feel as if she wouldn't even give me a chance if i tried.
I feel so low that i could probably die.
In this crazy thing they call a bad crush.

I see the one that i want and try so hard.
I see her go through all the bad stuff its blurred.
I see how she lives her life.
I see how she wont accept me to make her happy.
In this crazy thing they call a bad love

I know she wont like the man i have become.
I know she wont like the stuff i have done.
I know all that she has been through.
I know that no matter what she will go back to the bad guy.
In this crazy thing they call the friend zone.

Although she does not like me in that way.
I know i can always be in her life as a friend.
To be there when she cries, and there when she lies.

I am moving so this will be hard.
I am going to some place better, and not so scarred.
I told her i would always watch her no matter the cost.
As i lied there bleeding under a bus.
That they call death.
jesse packard Jul 2023
In the garden next door, a rose does bloom,
A captivating beauty that chases away gloom,
Its petals unfurl like a lady's allure,
Reminding me of a woman, radiant and pure.

A beautiful rose, ablaze with grace,
Each petal's touch, a delicate embrace,
Its fragrance whispers secrets in the air,
Just like her presence, beyond compare.

With colors that dance in the morning light,
A symphony of hues, a mesmerizing sight,
Like her smile that lights up the day,
In my heart, her essence finds a way.

The thorns that guard this wondrous bloom,
Symbolize strength in times of gloom,
A reflection of her spirit, steadfast and true,
A woman of courage, who knows what to do.

As seasons pass, the rose will remain,
Its beauty enduring, free from any strain,
Just like the memory of that woman divine,
A timeless treasure in this heart of mine.

The neighbor's rose, a gift to behold,
A reminder of a woman, radiant and bold,
In nature's embrace, I find her trace,
A beautiful memory that time won't erase.
jesse packard Jan 2022
across borders is hell to pay
when you say to go away
the life I breathe
is hell to take
as you have the child
I came to raise
our love was fruitful
like your heart
we made our vows
together forever
to have and hold
we were told
you spoke of peace
you didn't believe
then you crush
this heart of mine
we used to smile
and say good night
now all we do is fight
about how we changed
where do you draw the line
when you have our son over state line
when will I see the son of mine
my wife is in canada and i have no clue when i will see my son again
jesse packard Jul 2014
how is beauty defined, in the way we speak? Noo there is no way to speak true beauty. Beauty is defined by the way we think, so there is no way to speak it because beauty is also in the eye of the beholder. All of this is leading up to this story. So before you say that a person is ugly or stupid please THINK.

I was called ugly today by this girl, even though she was 16.
I think that she was just being mean but then she said you stupid *** don't belong here.
So inaskded her a question. How is beauty defind? She replied by what I see and hear.
I said ehhhh wrong, it is defined by what we think just because you think I'm ugly doesn't mean other people think the same way.
And also I can talk to you about this all day.
So she instised on me telling her what I thought about her.
So I said well my first thought was she was way out of my league, but now that she spatt out a bunch of **** that. I did not care for how someone looks in care about personality. And I also told her to think about what she says before dissing someone behind their back.

But moral of the story is please think before you say **** please because it only makes you like an ***.
jesse packard Sep 2014
Its almost time for me to leave
I dont want you to sit and grieve
I have to do this to better my life
Than sit here and pretend i have one
Im going to be gone for a year or two
But trust me ill be back to tie your shoe
Ttrucking school is going to be rough
So i know ill have to be tough
But every time i see your picture
I can feel your presence next to me
I dont want to leave you so soon
But i have to leave the nest sometime
I can say ill miss you, but you wont feel my words
Ill have to show you how much i care, so if i dare
Will you take this ring, to show you how much i care
I know its not much but i promise
When i get back, we can be together
I also know that im sure you are shocked
But i had to ask just to see if you would accept
And if you dont than it is ok
I understand that you may not like me
So i bid you adieu.
And let you know i still love you
if only i could give her the ring but i cant so my heart grows heavy
jesse packard Nov 2014
I drive everyday to find something I like.
I drive not because of the money.
I drive because its fun.

I live to see places I've never seen.
I live always on the road.
I live my life.

I Drive not for the glory or the Fame.
I Drive to get the load on time.
I Drive because I love it.

I live in a confined space known as a truck.
I live with me myself and I.
And I live to feel the feeling of love.

I Drive to get to my M.I.S
My most important stop.
Which is you babe.

So I live my life.
To get home to you.
And see your face and feel your touch one more time.

So here's to you I love you a lot.
So you will always be my most important stop.
I love you and cherish you each moment I have you.
This is a progressive story about me and my girl.
jesse packard Aug 2014
i have to admit that my job was fun
running around and traveling with the carnival
but i met this girl who made my life purposeful
i like her for being practical and made it meaningful
for the first unofficial date was on the giant slide
so we moved on to the octopus and man i just about died
because i hate heights and spiny rides
but she smiled and i had fun for the time we spent on that ride
the fun lasted till we parted ways to see each other the very next day
she had a sun dress on and all i could say was wow this is my lucky day
to see the girl who had shown interest in me the day before
i had no reason to be mad at myself for stupid **** i said before
i just wish that i had kissed her when i had the chance
because now i am to far away and Skype does not last
jesse packard Nov 2017
Two lover lying beneath the innocent sky.
Looking at the moon in heaven, in the
silence of the bitter cold winter nights,
with stars painted across the innocent sky.

Hanging on to every word spoken,
as if this may the last time they speek.
The emptiness provided a mark of better
understanding, for the promise made.

There will be a time where he asks you
Just follow you're heart and never ever.
BE AFRAID
mind helping me pick a name for this?
jesse packard Mar 2015
I sit in the dark looking at a midnight sky.
With one star focused in my eye.
jesse packard Aug 2014
i feel like my heart just fell to pieces.
I feel like humpty dumpty who fell off the wall.
It may never be put back together so why try at all.

Her name slips of my tongue like a bad word.
Every time i hear it I die a little inside.
My heart is small and ugly
Who would care to even get to know me.
she told me I could never love you.
and told me she loves another.

to say i didnt like her would not be true,
because i love her to much and she knows im blue.
heart break is never the best.
for i can never love the rest.

I hate this place that i have gone.
to say that she may be gone for life.
so i say goodbye and ill leave you life.
emotional heart break ***** and i hate myself for not being the guy of her dreams and i cant stand even seeing her face.
jesse packard Oct 2014
I wish I may I wish I might I wish upon the first star I see tonight.

this saying such a lie.
Its not what you wish for.
Its what you work your *** off for.
I know I have gotten my dream.
But its not good enough.
I feel like I'm I have nothing now.
I moved to Arizona.
And got everything I wanted.
But I feel like crap.

I have no friends. And nobody to care.
There is nothing I can do.
Because nobody gives me a chance to care.
jesse packard Dec 2014
As I hold you ever so tight, and gentally.
We kiss for our love so soft and sweet.

As I tell you all my flaws.
You rip my heart with your massive claws.

As I feel my heart tearing open.
You tell me you love me, and try not to hurt me.

I can't help if I am not perfect.
But trust me girl you aren't either.

I try to work through all the pain and suffering.
You have no idea that I'm even alive.

You say I have never tried.
So I stopped and you killed me.

I worry about you every day.
Just to get my heart ripped again.

You and your son mean the world to me.
But until you see that I have tried my best.

I will never be good enough for you.
So leave me alone to wilt like a cut rose in the sun.

Please if you love me like you say you do.
Just go and never return.

My heart can not take much more if this.
I feel like it is going into a rut that can never be fixed.

From my head to my toes I love you.
And the beat thing you can do is leave.

I was told if you love something, let it go.
If it returns than it was meant to be yours.

So just go and I'll die alone.
Hopping that one day you will return.
This is not how I feel but it is what I thought. So I wrote it down hope you like it.
jesse packard Jul 2014
hello my beautiful
you are so wonderful
your beauty is more than my ugly
it shows me that someone with your beauty
can ever love me
when you are around i don't feel ugly
i feel loved
by my one and only
i cant come up with title can yall help
jesse packard Mar 2016
I walk a path only few will tread
On a journey I shall not fear
Like those who stood before me
A warrior I will stand tall
For this has become my destiny
To find the life I once led
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