I looked into the mirror today...
All i saw was pain.

It's a weird kind of lonely I'm feeling.
Like I'm hugged by a dark emptiness, not your arms.

The last day of the decade in which I grew up.
Funny. Every year felt like a decade itself.

I'm sorry guys,
My internet failed hellopoetry
I'll post the missing notes today

I'm supposed to be healthy.

I work out daily,
My eating habits are normal,
I'm physically healthy,
My grades can be fixed,
My mental health is becomming better,
I'm in a loving, non-toxic relationship,
The connection to my family is alright,
I'm close with my friends.
I have a lot of hobby's and interests
I don't feel empty most of the time.

Why, Why, Do I Not Feel Okay?

》It's been three months, and I still don't know your name.

If you wanna know,
There's still a picture of you in my room.
I just always tell people it's because my best friend is on it too.
Little do they know.