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Belle Aug 2017
They persuaded her into selling her soul to give them what they did not deserve.
She ripped it from her insides and said, “Here. Take it. Throw it away and let it be known that I am your slave.”
A slave to the unnerving earth that wept as she walked and fell to the ground, curling into a ball of loneliness and despair.
A slave to society that when she curled into that ball, kicked her until her ribs broke and she bled from her nose.
A slave to a mind that told her, “You are wanted by nobody, you are just a tool for them to use.”
She would chase her anti depressants with whiskey and brush her teeth with tequila.
Only to see the reflection staring back at her with a black hand wrapped around her neck, making her beg for air, and another hand over her mouth forcing her to silence.
A black hand attached to a body, and a face, and a mouth that whispers to her, “You are mine. You are my slave.”
A slave to sadness, that makes her mutilate her smooth skin to choppy waters in a storm.
A slave to her co workers, because she feels like her male comrades have power over her and have a right to push her around.
A slave to her lover who forces her to love him, despite his violence.
She does not know her own name.
She only knows what they tell her to feel, when they tap on her shoulder and she slowly turns her head to look.
Only one word.
"Darkness"
  Jul 2017 Belle
Penelope Winter
"... had an early lunch."
"... already ate... not hungry."
My daily white lies.

One hundred pounds. Most
Teenage girls' dream size, but the
Weight of my nightmares.

"... eating disorder..."
The last words I hear before
My head hits the ground.

I don't even feel
it anymore. My body
Got used to starving.

A penny for each
Meal I've thrown out could buy me
Another water.

Work out until your
Size is small as your daily
Calorie intake.

"You're far too skinny"
They don't see the fat girl that
Lives in my mirror.

- p. winter
  Jul 2017 Belle
Megan H
She said,
I want to die
Just let me die.

And I felt her words
Throughout the entirety of my soul
Because I knew
I knew.

We sat there stroking her back
He and I.
As she kept saying
I want to die
I looked up at him
And I saw it in his eyes
And he saw it in mine
Because he knew.
He knew.

Three broken people
Sitting at a party together.
Her sober thoughts coming out
As drunk words.
I heard it in her voice,
He saw it in my eyes,
I saw it in his eyes,
And for one second,
None of us were alone
Together we shared the pain.
Because we knew.
We knew.
  Jul 2017 Belle
GaryFairy
i just want to die
life is trying my mind
oh, why should i even try
when i'm just biding time

i think about it all the time
of why i should never try
my life defies my mind
i just want to die
i have never been suicidal, but this is about a real life friend. i feel her emotions and i tried to put them into poetic words.

— The End —