BeautifulIrony

BeautifulIrony Jul 9

You lost her, little by little; one day at a time
You didn't do anything huge or awful just a million disappointments, I thousand expectations unmet.
A dozen broken promises; and unanswered questions and little by little You lost her
The truth is... only lost people lose people, you lost her because you are lost.
So instead of trying to chase her down
And make what was wrong right, you need to work on yourself.
Go find yourself
So you don't lose the next one.

#pain #selflove #mistakes #relationship #change #realization

BeautifulIrony Oct 2021

Untitled

i wish i could touch your little face; hold your little hand

BeautifulIrony Feb 2019

For you

Blood of my blood;
Flesh of my flesh, for you I prayed, I dreamed...
Gorged with love and an overwhelming feeling of fear.
Your heartbeat was the one thing i never wanted to lose.
I've be blessed with unconditional love,
and crowned with the honor of being called "Mommy"

#Motherhood #joy #happy

BeautifulIrony Jul 2016

I...

I laid in my bed, staring out my window, watching the moon play peak a boo with the clouds.
As, i lay there and think, i close my eyes and smile.

#moon #happiness #thoughts

BeautifulIrony Jul 2016

7.9.2016

When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.

#friendship

Jun 2016

documenting my thoughts

For You

This poem is for you
If you have lost someone you loved.*

Suddenly the person you thought you could rely on most
Is ripped away from you
And you fight
You do everything in your power to keep them
But it's dangerous
It's toxic
And now
They're gone.
And you're left in a tragic fragility.

Time heals everything
What you can't stop thinking about now
And what consumes your thoughts
So much
And what causes you terrible heartache
Will fade.

And you will feel it fade
Because slowly, you realise life goes on
And your heart will heal
And you will stitch yourself together

Don't feel ashamed
It's all part of the process
You can do it
Feel it
Cry
Let the tears stream down your face
But then move on.

What kills you now
Is what you will kiss goodbye later.

#love #heartbreak #people #it #over #getting

BeautifulIrony Jun 2016

This love

This love,
I have this love that was never suppose to be mine, it was suppose to be a treat to myself when i needed it time to time. But instead it turned into a jones and i needed my fix. You were not my regular cup of tea bt it was coo cause the the slower i sipped, the more i enjoined the taste. See how you got me hooked. That one night, turned into another and then it turned into days.
You see this love, that was never suppose to be mine, turned into something that i thought was gonna be a waste of time. But alittle faith and a little effort goes a long way. You see now you are my everything, i do, i never thought would cross my lips.
You see this love is real and its forever mine, if you know what i mean can i get a clap one time

#*** #marriage #greatness