Egotistical.

Because your smile makes me.

Or.

Stereotypical.

Because your smile breaks me.

I am fake
and that's all I've ever been
I realise that now, that I'm not who I seem

This name is fake but inside its me
My real name, isn't who I was made to be
may be one day people will see

I'm not perfect
inside I'm falling apart
I hope you see me before I depart

but until then
there is secrets I'll keep
you will know them
when you're ready to know me

We're all shady people
in a shady room
secrets hidden
out of view

we're all shady people
in a shady room
you don't know me
I don't know you

we're all shady people
in a shady room
the people are us
and the room is school

12 o'clock
never seems to stop
I threw a rock
at the grandfather clock
but the tick tock
doesn't stop

When you feel like giving up
go to the mirror
and realise you don't give a ****

when you hit the like button,
and the heart turns red,
or you reshare my work,
it revives me.
Someone always likes something.
Oh and how heartwarming it is
when you leave me a comment.
It fills my spirit,
to know you like what I wrote,
and you cared enough
to read my words.
For you, the viewer,
I respect you.
Everything you are.
I read your comments,
each and every one.
I appreciate them all,
and this is how I thank you.
I really love
how you build me up,
and how you are there for me
when I need you.
Thank you truly
from the bottom of my heart.
You truly make me
bleed diamonds.

I don't know why people hate
We don't get to choose our fate
I can't wait for the day
when we are all entitled to say
this is me
and who I'm going to be
and no judgement will be past
it was never a thing made to last
anti-anything will not exist
this is the life I want to live

I'm under so much pressure
my mind is starting to melt
my heart is running dry
to these new feelings that I felt
my knowledge starting to empty
in a vacuum called my life
my heart is still pumping
but I no longer know why

I dont have doubts about us,
what we've built these five years,
what we've gained these last two.
I dont worry about what people say
or how they see us,
because they dont know what we really are,
what we have been through together.
I dont have any fears about what the future holds
or how it will all end...
because I know you'll still beside me,
holding my hand and kissing my forehead,
reassuring me that our love is as deep as it was when we first met.

Even when it rains,
even in the storm...
I know you'll still be there with me
and I know I will stand by you through it all.
I know you'll still look me in my eyes and tell me you love me,
that you'll never leave me,
kissing me 30 times,
making me laugh outrageously like you always do.

Even when it seems like the rain wont stop and all is lost,
even when the storm keeps on coming,
I know you'll be there still loving me.
Because I Love You.