Stewie

Stewie Aug 2019

You are my mirror image
Which is why you make me so angry sometimes
We push and fight
Yell and scream
I slam the door, you hit the wall
Tension rises in the air like heat off the asphalt.

You spit venom at me
Your words hurt the most
I cry, you walk away
I crumble on the floor while you toss your clothes

Is this what we have become?

I convince you to come to bed
You grab my skin
&we **** the night away

Sleep.
Wake.
   Fight.
     ****.
       Repeat.

I rather fight with you than anyone else.

#savage #lovers #fights

Stewie Aug 2019

I want it, I got it

When I first kissed you, I saw stars
It was like something I’ve never felt before
I wanted more…
So I kept climbing deeper into your universe
I let your brain waves intercept mine
I became intertwined with your neurons and synapses
The way you snapped into my pelvis like a puzzle piece
Made me want to know why I was ever sad before you
You fingers delicately bounce off each vertebra in my spine
Making me crave the wisdom in your eyes and the words in your mouth
You are my world

A man that opens your eyes to other galaxies

#universe #love #*** #sensual #queen #kiss

Stewie Aug 2019

Come Closer

Sometimes it’s hard for me to find the words to say

I build up my wall and it tends to last all day

But when you caress me with your sweet soft hands

There is nowhere else on this planet I’d rather land

Because at the end of the day, you are my best friend

I promise to tell you my secrets until the end

he is my lover and best friend

#bestfriend #lover #safe #home #love

Stewie Aug 2019

I don't know

Your music is still as dark as your soul.
You stand up on the passenger seat to play guitar in your new video
and
It makes me remember the time you begged me not to tell anyone about our conversations.
You deleted me out of your life.
I made you hate Florida.

Well..

Joke's on you because...

You have a tour stop in Jacksonville.

Enjoy Florida, you *****.

I was always a secret.
A stealer of joy.

Stewie Aug 2019

How do you sleep?

I remember how quiet the mornings were when you left. I would sit until the nights turned into days because the thought of closing my eyes in the dark terrified me. I longed for a body to be next to me in bed. What if I woke up from a nightmare and no one was there to comfort me? I used to go to the gas station because the employees were so friendly and they smiled at me. One night I was drunk. My face was done up. I wanted cigarettes and got in the car to drive. You threatened to call the police on me. So I started to walk. I didn’t have shoes on and the grass felt wet and cold on my feet. I wished that someone would just stop and give me a hug. I just wanted one person to show that they cared. You pulled up in my car and brought me to that same gas station. I bought cigarettes. You told me that smoking would **** me and I told you that it’s not happening soon enough. Who were you? You were not the same man I once knew. You disgusted me.

Love to you is just a game.

#divorce #empty #heartbroken #sadness

Stewie Jun 2019

What do you expect?

I don’t know why I always trust words.
Promises get broken.
Expectations fall to the wayside
Maybe that’s why I’m so independent,
Because I know if I do it myself,
I won’t break my own heart.

Stewie Jun 2019

And They Call Him Mr. R

Is it so crazy, that the brush of his lips against mine, sends electric shockwaves down every bone in my spine

.

......

My, oh my.