I saw your face,
From the corner of my eye.
I turned to look ,
But you where not  there.
I had almost forgotten that it had been years,
But For a moment i felt you so near.
I went to see your grave that day,
I miss you buddy,
And I'm still sad you passed away.

Love is beautiful.
Love is hard.
Love is terrifying.
Love is comfort.
Love is pain.
Love is healing.
Love is autumn rain.
Love is sunny days.
Love is waiting to be ok.
Love is life ,
And love lasts on after death.

Im fighting demons on the daily.
Trying to walk out from all this shadow,
Remember where i left the light.
Seems like more than a lifetime,
I am tired of the waiting.
I am tired of being in here.
Seems like the way its always been,
Hope i can make it different.

A poisoned dream comes back to haunt me,
She is no good for me.
Her words are vitriol their killing me,
So all i can do is close my mouth and leave.

Slipping slowly into sobriety,
It feels like an old shirt that doesn't quite fit,
Im done with all the smoke and tears.
Its time to stand ,
And take responsibility for who i am.
To slip this skin and make it new again.

Inside time,cold broken love.
Memory knows my face these days.
The ****** years are passing like leaves on the wind.
Today my hearts spring,gentle dream.
Tomorrow feel the light and hope they stay.
The evening circle has fallen.
Whispered poison of fading joy.
Sweet past things gently dying,
I return there where she was buried,
Lay the Lilly on the grave ,
Then turn and walk away.

One of those days ,
Where nothing goes your way,
Lose your job,
Lost your dog ,
Then your car breaks down,
Well...****