I remember the day you told me you loved me
I thought you did,
But you didn't.

You never loved me
I was stupid to think you did
You never loved me.

I remember when you called it over
With a simple word,
Sorry.

Every time I hear that word
That stupid word,
I break down.

I wish you could become me,
Once for a while or just a few,
To make sure that you can see
What I can see in you.
Neither fighting for love nor spreading peace
I'm just a reckless flower can you blossom me please.
At my lowest your voice whispers around
Like a floating breeze, yet deeply profound,
Though my signs are not that strong but also not weak
You can call me by my name or simply just a freak.

I just dont know how-
To laugh
To leave
To understand
To withstand
To smile
To cry
To hurt
To stay strong
To love
To compare
But I still don't want to
Be taught how I am supposed to
I just love the way I am.

Though my experience is a bit little
But words that I wrote,
Are much heavier than my age,
Are overwhelmed with emotions,joy and sorrow,
It multiplies the time you see it
It kills your mind to eternalize it
If you ever been through it, you can deeply feel It,
Ever since I started writing
I wrote what I feel about,
Those may make you miserable or full of joy
But behind all these words lies a happiness deprived boy.

The clock ticks softly but fast
There's no mean to see our past
Moments fade like falling stars
Life whispers to move onwards