Girl, how you feel
                      smiling you seem
glad to see
                                                   me
for real, don't care
where you were yesterday
                          don't need to hear
testimony.

Just wanna see
                          how you smile
just
                         wanna feel
destiny.

Pray together
                        dark and see
see again
                                our harmony.

feel you feel me
                  aside day night dark
sun spoils resent
                         bright
what we
          might.

For every day with a bright sun and a clear sky there seems to be a gloom reserved just for me.  In this familiar darkness I see all too well the demons within and without.

And so I wander through every day with a clouded mind as if in a maze
and every night reciting a prayer to mother pain and father torment.

I can't keep sleeping in my sister's room hoping that you'll text me.
Part of me knows that you've completely left me.
I can't believe I let you slip away that night.
That night I just let you go,
Go drive away.

I'm missing you so much that even breathing hurts.
Not too long ago every breath I took was another second that you loved me.
Now breathing feels like I'm swallowing broken glass.

low disposition
fathoms deep of league

rarely light enters
dim the trough's shade

in a domain
bereft of shine
misery doth prevail

There she goes
like a barred moon,
her scarf flying like a cloud,
diamonds in eyes,
golden tinge in the hair,
soft footfalls on the rough stones.
don't throw jibes,
don't shoot teasing,
don't ***** her chastity,
a single scratch is a profound wound.
you will lose a sister,
a beautiful wife,
a loving and caring mother,
nature doesn't need you.

I feel like i lost myself seeking my desires
Instead of winning
I
Just
Lost
Myself
Who am I anymore ?
-( 23:41)

even if I went back and changed things,
it still wouldn’t have made a difference.
but ****, your last name
would have looked good on me.
I think that’s what hurts the most.