#hatemyself poems on Hello Poetry

Racheal King Mar 2019

Why do people say they love me?
When all they want to do is leave.
I start crying and nobody is there,
And sadness is all I receive.

Who is really there for me,
When i'm feeling down?
As I fall deeper into this ocean,
All I do is drown.

My sleepless eyes want to stop,
from weeping so much they burn.
But all I can do is continue to wait,
While my stomach continues to churn.

I'm done........

Why does love have to be so hard?

#lonely #depression #sadness #hatemyself

Emma Nov 2018

Venting

I'm sad,
but I feel like I'm not sad enough.

I hate food,
but not enough to stop eating.

I hurt myself,
but not enough for people to notice.

I want to die,
but not enough to seek it.

I want happiness
but i'm too scared to lose my identity.

I'm mad,
but not enough to seek revenge.

I'm a kid,
but not enough to live my life.

I'm venting, you can ignore this

#depression #sad #selfhatred #hatemyself

Melili May 2018

Is late

Would you cry if I wasn't here anymore?
I always was waiting for you to come
and tell me that you love me.
But I think,
I waited to long for you
and now I am dead inside.

Man, I can't wait anymore my heart is breaking. I don;t thing I can;t take this any longer.

#sadpoems #hurt #heartbreak #sadness #hate #cry #dead #waiting #missyou #hatemyself

The Unsung Song Mar 2018

You/I Exhaust Me

You.
Exhaust.
Me.

From your words,
to your body language,
to your ******* presence.

You.
Exhaust.
Me.

I live day to day,
dreading talking to you.
I live day to day,
scorning you.

The only reason I tolerate you,
is because I have to.

You.
Are.
Me.

I live day to day,
dreading waking up.
I live day to day,
shying away from mirrors.

I.
Exhaust.
Myself.

#tired #hate #hatemyself #myself #loath #dread #anger #upset

Anomaly Sep 2017

Self-esteem

All these tears I've wept,
the secrets I've kept,
the nights I haven't slept.
For myself, I cannot accept.

- self-esteem dreams

#selfesteem #noconfidence #hatemyself #hate #secrets #poem #dreams #tears

madison May 2015

Untitled

for whatever reason,
i can never be happy.
im always sad,
i always want to end my life.
no one could ever make me feel
the way that you do.
you make me feel like
i can recover from this irony.
you make me feel as if
im not worthless.
you make me feel like im important.
and i cant thank you enough for that.

#thissucks #hatemyself #ahaaaa