1 day ago

I try not to resent over  
the failure of
unpeeling the little layers of myself
the sightly, delicate wicked ones
that you’ve kept so guarded  
to salve the belongings
among all the other broken things
before you took off your skin that settles
in your room closet
sounds rather sufficing enough
than to let this almost heart slip backward
wrapped in the demon’s breath


#poem   #poetry   #words   #heart   #demon   #poems   #writing   #skin   #spilledpoetry   #poemsiwrite  
2 days ago

Beneath this stone there is a heart, it does not beat when we're apart, it does not move, to you I'd prove, my heart remove, its yours to take, but for my sake, to dull this ache, to fill this space that i did make, exchange me yours, there is no clause, there is no test, in me invest, you're heart bequest, our souls coalesce, our love confessed,

                      Forever blessed.

christiaan barnard was the first person to successfully perform the first human to human heart transplant on December 3rd 1967
#demon   #me   #complete   #christiaan   #barnard  

Don't ask me how I got here, kid.
unless every time your College head hears the 20th century definition of "Awesome" or "Adventure"
You can hear "sandstorm" instead
wrap the lust in caution tape.
don't want you finding out
Our feet
are the same size.
you're anxious

can't you sit still?

you afraid of bein' caught?

Let me tell you a secret.
nobody is watching you.

If you really wanna learn how to get here

live by that.

I assumed you wanted something?
Follow me.
don't be afraid of that cloud Over there
He just plays guitar
for cigarettes
So he can smoke 'em
Simple man, that Smokey
Not in the kiddy selling business,
Or a mercenary, or part of the
in and out
and in and out and in
and out
Of jail crew
he just plays guitar
and smokes cigarettes.
marlboro reds.
how many did you want?
Would you stop talkin' so fast?

remember not to take more than two.

And you're eating?

I take care of you...

how about a kiss?

Oh, ho
ho And you were scared of the clouds.

Light it.

put your clothes on kid.
good luck on your finals.

remember to eat.

remember who takes care of you.

#trust   #friend   #evil   #bad   #drug   #demon   #king   #abstract   #scary   #ally  
Poetic T
Poetic T
6 days ago

Before slumber bleed the demon,  
                                 so he doesn't exhale on
            the reflection of my dreams.

#sleep   #dreams   #demon  

.                  Bite tear and shred,
               This impulse in my head.

            For the pleasure i do destroy,
               Oh how my fingers bled.

Pretty little teeth, like knives in a pearly sheath, their vicious imprint lingers in the wounds upon my fingers.

                     Bite tear and shred,
                This impulse must be fed.

           No pain too feel it's in my head,
       No pain to feel nerve endings dead.

                    No way i can conceal,
                   my flesh that i do peel,

my Blood starts to congeal,
        my skin it slowly heals.
                           Fresh for another day,
                                    to take my mind away.

When restless​ fingers lead lips astray, in this oddly calming, destructive foreplay.

autosarcophagy, thank you to everyone for reading and liking so much of my work, i really appreciate it

I am nothing
When the lights are low
And it only gets worse
The deeper that you go

Commend me now
For walking off the cliff
That night, I tore myself
Completely on the Fifth

When we were high
And there was something there
But I was fallow and lost
In the wet December air

I came across
More desperate than I am
A shadow rose and fell
Along my shaking hands

Cicadas sang
And dropped, a demon showed
I took my golden calf
And ran into the road

.                        Thin as a rake
                         No food intake
                      Endless heartache
                        I won't partake,
                     More time does slip
                         Life on a drip,
                      Alone in my head
                       Confined to a bed,
                      My time is passing
                    Unwaivering fasting
                       Mother is crying
                       Body atrophying,

         To my family lying,
                                 That all will be ok.

Though this body will not see the sunrise of another day.

#life   #why   #demon  
Mar 2

Oh Holy Agony- how do you bear
To watch the screaming souls
Fight against your poison laced binds.
Oh Holy Agony- where is your heart,
Us pitiful humans you feast upon
Need not to submerge in your wrath.
Oh Holy Agony- why hath you not perished,
Deep in your bosom I've thrusted my knife
But death did not take you for good company.
Oh Holy Agony- you savagely resuscitated,
Crawling out the Fiery depths of Hell
To disrupt my ephemeral serenity.

#hell   #depression   #pain   #death   #demon   #soul   #done   #haunted   #agony  

Glaring at the sun as the sun glares back, losing sense of time, my minds lost track, words are all that's left as I piece them in my brain.

                     ˙ǝuɐsuᴉ ʎpɐǝɹlɐ ɯ,I
             ssǝupɐɯ sᴉɥʇ ʇɥƃᴉɟ ooʇ ǝʇɐl oʇ

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Those demons never leave
Those thoughts never cease
The angels try but they cannot win
I can't be forgiven for my sin
The gods they laugh at my suffering
What circle of hell am I in?
Life with all it's torturous might
Is breaking me down
I'm giving in to these

#life   #sadness   #demon   #angels  
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