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xie Mar 2016
There he is, standing
Wearing his trademark flannel
Admiring me like an angel
Us, is what he is dreaming

Paying no attention to him
Being occupied by a certain boy
I don’t know what I’ve just seen
Is it a tear on his face, oh no

He admired me a lot
Love him, tell me not
I told him he’ll end up in pain
But he said I’m keeping him sane

Days passed I notice his lost
I didn’t saw him for a week
my friends told me he's sick
maybe because I cut his heart across

If only I control my feelings
I’ll stop the hurt that he's dealing
Maybe we can be together
And mend the heart of one another

Maybe in the end
We will see
If you are just a friend
Or if you really are for me
random topics, random thoughts. I've never been in love so I have no idea how it feels. message me when you need someone **
xie Mar 2016
I want to tell you things
Things that might sting
I want to let go and fall
But you're holding me and all

You kept me sane and harmless
But I can't prevent to be careless
I love you, always
As a friend of course

I'm sorry for ending it
Our friendship that lit
I'm sorry for being a failure
But you'll always be my treasure

Maybe one day
We'll see each other
Staring at one another
And we'll have nothing to say

Things aren't meant to be permanent
And everything will have a dent
I'm a **** up to leave
I'm sorry please believe
lexy.
I'm sorry for ending our friendship you know who you are. I love you :))
xie Feb 2016
He was my story
the main character of my tragic story
the character who kept me going
and was a part until the ending

but me... I was just a part of his
just a chapter of his story that ends
a part who isn't there until the end
because I'm just an extra on this fairy tale of his

a.v.
******* and some random thoughts of how I feel
xie Dec 2015
Those times I've spent
Ends up being wasted
Those promises that were bent
11:11 wishes to be trusted

11:11 him
Where's the 11:11 her?
I'm an idiot. Fine.
I know I'm not that girl

Coffees to avoid sleep
Alarms not to miss
Words that were said today
"Thanks for the effort" you say

Maybe it's time to move on
It maybe out of blue
But all I can say to you
I'm done wasting my 11:11 wishes on you
~a.v.
xie Dec 2015
Hey mum, Hey dad
What happened
Those sparks that were send
Ends up dead

tantrums and fights
Aren't you tired
curses and shouts
Pain have rised

Eyes filled with tears
I'm watching with fear
Falling apart like my home
Without realizing I'm far too gone

~a.v.
xie Oct 2015
when i was ten
I fell and wounded myself
I said that I'm a big girl
I can handle the pain
But now
I realized
I'm too young for this kind of pain

a.v.
xie Oct 2015
Do you ever get that feeling
Like you want to die
But you're afraid to die
All the pain that they're giving
Is the feeling you want to end
but killing the pain will be your end
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