Marvel the man’s mentation that meditates to manufacture memories in a mystery mind, to match music mixing onto a melancholic myself

Again, you tear at the same movie scene, shining your soul

Again, you hark to the same song to listen to your soul

Again, you read the same poem, to quote yourself

Again, you resonate with the same idea, to ascertain yourself

Again, you grow within to come back to your core

Do you see a pattern, do you see the motif,

We are pieces of art and not just an inept mind.

Eternal time always as new

Please explain to me too

When I have less of you

I need you more

When I have more of you

I am less with you

Why is this so

Take away from me not
The one reason to be
Able to dream and believe
In a sweet emotion, life taught

I have lived in it a lot
Call it my dream
Call it my belief
Call it my character of sorts

Expect No one to call the shot
No one to reciprocate, I got
To find it in the abstract
It’s not for an act

It’s an emotion of my thought
I need no loaner
I need no moaner
I dare to live it
A reason to get
Into the sweetness, life brought

bygone
you left me
with "miss me"
long gone
And exactly that
you can find me at

my new phone
is welll done
its white
its bright
it talks
to me more
than I ever
heard someone

It listens
to me more
than i ever
uttered to anyone

Love you like a child he who can

Amused at your questions bold

Craves for your laughter loud

Sees your little things with delight

Knows to love you right



Ignorance as a child hides

But lost nowhere and confides

In your soul, only to show

To who you love you know

He who loves you like a child



Not your mother you miss

Nor your father so far

He has held you like them

It is not your fault then

He has loved you like a child



No bungalow, no fancy cars

No chef, nor a help by far

None matter like above

Things are simple in love

Can you love her like a child

Innumerable

Have I met?

Was I able?

To find you yet



No not one

No not anyone

A search so

Splendidly futile

But I can go

An extra mile

To look for you





It’s thy goodness

That I can harness

To build a space

Where world is still

In beautiful taste



It’s thy care

That I need to share

To help me fare

In the network of

Them all so naive



It’s thy love

That is my cove

To help me shove

Waters so blue

And raise myself above



Lost you then

With all years gone

You still have shown

What lives again?

Is all that is,

Right and genuine



My Dad so brave

Lived in me you have

All these years

Just got me near

To you that

I think

I am like you



Be with me

Till in flesh

That’s my strength

My lasting wish

Before we unite

Up in bliss

The worst of wounds dealt with

This one too will be done with

But this pain has tricked

Seems to have sunk too deep

It hurts as I bleed even in sleep



Washed it off with my tears i have

Ignored it with my thoughts i have

Pleaded mercy with my soul i have

None defy him, it chooses to stay

Will I lose it ever, is there a way?



The pain ushers me to the past

Past my favorite thing to think

But not anymore as i sit at the brink

Of losing all i ever had, and ever will

My present in hands of this pain’s ****



This one will take long to rind

So i need to make up my mind

The scars also begin to show way

It looks ugly as i fade away

Leaving nothing of me

Will there be a new me?

Ugly or splendid?

Need to wait for years to see

This place that
I have lived
Always brings
The long buried
Me to myself
The most
Distant i am from


So lost
The debris i need
To clear are piled
So bad, it breaks
As my spine flakes
To wash me off
Myself that i am not



The chills in the air
Fills by heart so bare
The leaves of maple
Weaves me a cradle
The black smooth tar
Glides me so far
In this place of care


As life cuddles me
How it’s meant to be
I want to be a child
Just to be loved mild
A search for my soul
To find thee my goal
In this place so bold



Being loved is a solace
To the wound i embrace
Of being me not myself
With the debris gone
Wish the sanctity lives on
What never fails me
Is this place so glee

How to belong anywhere
Time is on such a spread
Should I pick you from past
Let you live the present
Or shape you from future
Time you are such a dread
You belong everywhere